3/16/18
Another in the same day lol. Anyways, there's this kid I really like in my class (I pray nobody from my school will read this) and we play Xbox together. He can be the nicest and meanest person ever. When you get him mad, he kicked you from the Xbox party and just leaves, gets irritated and etc. and it doesn't sound like much, but it really hurts because I obviously like him and idk if he returns that feeling. When's he's not mad he is awesome. We have so many inside jokes and stuff, and he is funny and nice and all that shit. I wish he was always like that, though. In class he always chooses his guy friends over me, but also talks to me a lot. It's confusing. I honestly don't know. We text a lot, too. It's hard to know if he's joking or not. I wish he'd know that I like him, but then not know. Y'know? I'm not gonna ask him out or tell him anytime soon, in case he says no and never talks to me again, but I wish he knew. It's confusing. People say girls are confusing lmao. Anyway, thanks for reading this.