5/9/18
So my dad was never brought to a graveyard. Instead, we chose cremation. It's basically where you burn a body into ashes. He actually chose that. Creepy thing is, he helped plan his funeral, since he knew he was gonna die before he actually did, which was both a blessing and a curse. Anyway, a few days ago my mom gave me her phone to play on while I was in a restaurant. I went to her messages and was gonna message one of her friends something weird, when I read a message saying something like, "I'm bringing Steve (my dad) home tomorrow. I know Kat isn't ready, but I can't wait too long." and stuff. So, my dad's ashes could possibly be in my house right now.
I haven't been myself lately. I'm trying not to snap at people, but it seems that the only people who don't annoy me nowadays are the kids I sit with at lunch, which is nobody in my class.
One of my best friends is being a bitch rn. He is always saying rude things about he and calling me trash, and a few days ago he wouldn't talk to me for the whole day. Now he's doing it again apparently. It's really annoying, and I might tell him off. I hate people rn.
I also might like another guy, I can't tell though. It's my best friends ex crush, but whateverrr. He's also the best looking guy in the grade and half the girls like him, so rip me but who cares amiright.
