Dating Tagpuan

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Naranasan mo na bang mainlove? Yan ang tanong sa akin ng isang kaibigan ko. Ako si Rhian Denise Howell o mas kilala sa Stage name ko na Rhian Ramos, Half-British, Half-Filipina. Closet Lipstick Lesbian ako, kailan ko lang din nalaman. Mga 3 years ago. When, I got the chance to work again with Glaiza De Castro for an evening prime show called The Richman's Daughter. I was bended out of my gender, I thought I was straight, pero nahulog ako para kay Glaiza.

The showbiz side of me answered my friend yes at tsaka ko ipinoint out ang mga kagagahan ko noon sa mga lalake. Lahat naman alam yan, napaka-gaga ko nun, kase nga I was young and I thought I was in love. But not until I was paired with Glaiza did I have an idea of what true love should be like.

My friend who is a gay man, reiterated to me the question. Which I thought I already answered.

"No, Rhi. What I meant is, have you fallen in love for a lesbian?" Ivan said to me.

"What? I haven't yet." I answered him briefly.

"Pero may chance?" muli niyang tanong sa akin.

"Meron siguro, I mean, I can't really choose who I'll fall in love with Ivan. Kahit pa ata hindi ko sadyain." He smiled at me yung nakakaloko.

"Hoy, Ivan. I said I'm straight. Kaya kung ano man ang binabalak mo, wag mo nang ituloy."

Pagbabanta ko sa kanya, pero ang totoo kase, ayaw ko nang maulit pa sana yung nangyari sa amin ni Glaiza. How can I want something this hard and complicated diba? Pero naipangako ko na sa sarili ko na si Glai na ang huling mamahalin ko na babae, kung hindi man ay wag na lang.

Ivan was laughing at me, loko-loko talaga ang gaga.

"Relax, Rhi. Wala naman akong binabalak no." he rolled his eyes at me

"Eh bakit maka-interrogate ka dyan feeling ko, I'm being charged of murder." Natatawa kong sabi sa kanya.

"Hindi, I just suddenly wondered kase, after nyo mag guest ni Glaiza sa iflix viewing party ng TRMD, eh hindi na kayo ulit nag-usap, naloka lang ako kase the two of you seemed okay naman at friends pa kayo."

"She's busy with projects and so am I. Wala lang time makapag bonding kami sa isa't-isa." I told him

"Sa bagay."

"Alam mo ikaw, kung ano-ano kaseng binabasa mo eh. Magkaibigan kami ni Glai, hindi lovers."

Yes, the RaStro Rebels had something to do with these speculations. Mga matanglawin talaga ang mga anak namin ni Glai, sila ang unang nakapansin ng ilangan namin ni Glai. Pero alam ko din na kaya nagkaganun si Glai ay dahil na din sa pamilya nya.

They oppose anything na magpapadungis ng pangalan ng paborito nilang anak. I know right? Hypocrites. Ibinaling ko na lang ang atensyon ko sa mga projects ko. I have just broken up with my boyfriend Jason. Hindi ko na kase kayang isabay ang mga projects ko at ang pangungulit nito paminsan-minsan.

"Hay naku, Rhi. Di mo naman masisisi ang mga Rebels nyo, matatalino sila, ako man, kitang-kita ko ang chemistry between you and Glai." He laughed at me again

"Pano mo naman nasabi na tama ang mga RaStro Rebel Babies namin aber?" I rolled my eyes at him bagay na ikinatawa nya.

"Because you look at her as if, she's the only person in the world, na parang may mang aagaw sa kanya ano mang oras na mawaglit ka ng tingin." He chuckled.

"Huh? Sus, Ivan. It's the same way I look at Bianca my best friend." Maang-maangan kong sagot sa kanya.

"So, kundi naging kayo on the side, ibig mong sabihin best friend mo siya?" he asked me again.