Tell Me You Love Me || JiKook [Completed]

Eight

Oh tell me you love me. I need someone on days like this, I do. On days like THIS. Cause you ain't nobody til you got somebody.
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Both of them wished for more days like this. Just them, facing each other and talking their hearts out.

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Jungkook took Jimin back to their house and chose to talk there instead. Everything seemed out of place, at first, with Jungkook being at Jimin's already when they had just made up an hour earlier, but Jungkook knew he had to do a lot to set things straight and that was his purpose of breaking their one week cool off.

"Jimin. I'm really sorry. I truly am and I know it would be a lot to take it but please just hold it together on this one, okay?. That might sound stupid, coming from me, when you should be the one that---"

"Shhhh. You talk too much." Jimin interrupted, holding a finger on Jungkook's mouth.

"I just need you to tell me why you did it. No further explanations unless I ask for it and don't stray away from the topic." The elder continued. Jungkook nodded and took a deep breath.

"Ummmm...how do I start? Ummmm...well" Jungkook was fidgeting with his fingers.

"Why don't I ask you, okay?." Jungkook nodded. "When you planned this cool off, what went through your mind?."

"Well, one reason for this cool off was...ummmm......tell me you won't get mad after this."

"What did I tell you about straying away from the topic? Just tell me, I won't interrupt." Jimin stated, looking directly to the younger's eyes which Jungkook averted as he was too nervous.

"Well, I had feelings for Namjoon." Jungkook looked up to see Jimin's pained expression but Jimin said nothing, nonetheless.

"And...a-and I wanted to see if...if we could be something. An-and what I discovered was that, we will never be a thing. He was too grumpy, at times, unlike you which was always optimistic no matter the problem. I-I would never live with him, he's just too messy sometimes and he doesn't even know how to cook." Jungkook spoke hurriedly, trying to reassure the elder, inserting nervous laughs in between.

Jimin opened his mouth to say something but Jungkook beat him to it, seemingly knew what the elder was about to respond with.

"And I know, I might've lied when I said that I wasn't doing this to spend more time with him, because I did and, what's worse was that, I hid the fact that I was basically experimenting if we would click. And I'm sorry for that. I really really am Jimin." Jungkook continued, tears welling in his eyes.

"And what would have happened if you two did click. Huh Jungkook?" Jimin asked, holding back his tears.

"I don't know. I honestly don't know. And I don't ever wanna think about it now because I know that was a stupid decision." Jungkook said, looking down at his feet as tear dripped in his pants.

"And knowing that I had a boyfriend when I did that, disgusts me so much I don't even know what to think of myself anymore." The younger continued, more tears slipping past his eyes.