"For the last time we are ..."
"JUST BE JOYFUL! JBJ!" We shouted before we all bow down to the floor as we thanked the fans who's been with us for the past year. We are very thankful because they are the reason we are here. The reason we can get up on stage together and bring music to the ears of everyone. They are the reason of our happiness and they are the reason of our joy. they are our Joyfuls.
I stood up and looked up at the crowd filled stadium and I could hear all of their cries. I can feel their pain because like them, I feel pain too. As much as we don't want it to happen, we are bound to part our ways and that moment is now.
This is the last time we stand on stage together. The last time we stand together with out Joyfuls. The last time we stand together as JBJ.
This is also the last time I'll get to call my brothers as JBJ's Taehyun, JBJ's Sanggyun, JBJ's Yongguk, JBJ's Hyunbin and JBJ's Donghan. And this will also be the last time I'll be called as JBJ's Kenta.
After this, we stay one last night in our dorm and the next day, we finally go back to our respective companies and ... and finally part ways.
I know we'd be meeting again since Korea isn't that big for us not to meet but it still hurts. I spent months with my brothers and now, we have to go into different ways. How can I go back to being alone after being with my brothers who gave me joy as an idol even if it was temporary? How can I go back to the Trainee Takada Kenta after all these?
I don't know if I can still handle it. But I'm still thankful. It was a wonderful experience to have them as my friends, my brothers and all our fans being our family. I'm very thankful.
Thank you everyone. Thank you JBJ, thank you Joyfuls. With every precious moment treasured in my heart, I won't ever forget you guys.
"We thank you everyone, thank you Joyfuls for creating a miracle and making JBJ. This maybe the last time we are called as JBJ but to us, you will always be our Joyfuls. Thank you." Taehyun hyung said before we bowed down once more and waved at everyone.
The crying noises grew louder and I found it even harder to get off stage. Can we just not go? Can't we just stay here forever with them?
"Hyung." I looked at Donghan who held me by the shoulder. He was crying the same as me but he was still smiling and I couldn't help but smile too. He pulled me to the back stage where we saw our staff looking at us teary eyed. We all spent these months together as a family and this being our last stage together, they also felt sad.
Taehyun hyung looked at all of us so we lined up in front of the staff and bowed.
"Thank you for all your hard work!" We all shouted and I could hear sobs coming from our stylists.
Everyone in the room started crying as we hugged them and said our final thanks and goodbyes. From tomorrow on, we'll be back into our original companies and not in Fave Ent. We won't see our precious staff there since they all belonged to Fave Ent. If only we could stay here forever.
"Come on guys, let's go home." Our Manager said as he wiped the tears away from his eyes. We all nodded and followed him to our van and made our way back to the dorm.
The whole ride was quiet. Everyone was tired and sad and didn't have the energy to talk. All I did was stare out the window as Donghan leaned his head on my shoulder, already asleep. I couldn't help but smile at Donghan.
Through all these months, it wasn't only friendship that I gained but also feelings for this tall kid right here. I never thought I'll falling for him since all he did was tease and make fun of me. But as I lived with him in the dorm, I found how caring he was and we've gotten close and I really didn't know when I started getting feelings for him. All I know is that he's earned a big spot in my heart.
