You Saved Me ( A Magcon Fanfiction)

Chapter 4

The next morning, I woke up looking -and feeling- like absolute crap. It was 10 a.m. and magcon started at 1 o'clock. I went on Twitter for a few minutes, then I went to the bathroom to get ready. I hopped in the shower and did everything that a girl has to do and then got out. I went to my dresser and took out a pair of black high waisted shorts and a pink and black Aztec print crop top. I also grabbed a black lace bra and matching panties. After I changed, I went to the bathroom to do my makeup. I put on some eyeliner and mascara. I put moose in my hair and just left it down. I went into my suitcase and got out all of my bracelets, and put them on to cover my cuts.

When I was done getting ready, it was barely 11:15. We didn't have to get going for Magcon until 1, so I decided to Skype my best friend, Natalie. I forgot to call her when I landed yesterday even though I promised I would. I also needed to tell her about everything that happened last night. She's the only one that knows about Darren and my dad, besides my aunt and uncle. I waited about 30 seconds before she answered.

"Oh my god, Bitch. I told you to call me yesterday. I have major news." She squealed.

"Yeah so do I."

"You go first." She said.

"Okay, you know how I said that there were about 9 other people on the tour." She nodded. "Well...they're all boys." She laughed. "Why are you laughing?"

"Because you expect me to believe that? You would never be alone with all those boys." I guess she saw the serious look on my face because she said, "Oh my god, you're serious! Are they cute?"

"They're gorgeous but something happened last night." I said. I explained to her all the events of the previous night, leaving out the part of me relapsing. No one knew that I cut.

"I'm so sorry, Vic. Just try to ignore them."

"I can't ignore them Natalie! I work with them."

"Just don't let them get you down babe." She said. We continued talking for a while about random things. She told me her big news, which was that she had a date tonight. When we said bye and hung up, it was 12:30. I slid on my black toms and decided to start heading out.

When I arrived at the conference room where Magcon would be held, everyone was already there. As soon as I walked in, everyone's eyes were on me.

"Slut." Nash said as I walked by.

"She's so easy, I bet I could get some." Taylor said.

"How much would a blowjob cost, huh? Would you do it for 5 bucks?" Carter said. All of these comments hurt, but I just kept waking towards the stage.

"Didn't your mom ever teach you to respect yourself?" Matt said. This one caught my attention. How dare he talk about my mom.

"My mom is dead, asshole." I said running behind the stage. The tears were now streaming down my face. I heard footsteps behind me but I didn't dare to look up.

"Victoria, I'm sorry. I didn't know." I stayed silent. "I was just upset by the face that you had already had sex with someone." I kept my head down. "Victoria, please talk to me." I finally snapped.

"What do you want me to say? Huh? Do you want me to tell you how my mother died in a car accident when I was 12, and how my dad abused me because he thought it was my fault? Do you want me to talk about how he hit me and beat me everyday of my life for 3 years? Do you want me to talk about how this friend raped me over and over again while I couldn't do anything? You don't know anything about me or my past, so you have absolutely no right to judge me." I yelled. By now, all the boys were standing in front of me and listening to my rant.

"Vict-" Cameron started but I cut him off.

"Tell Bart sorry but something came up, and I couldn't make Magcon today." I said and then ran to my hotel room. I slid down the door and put my head in my hands. Can this day be any worse?

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A/N: Sorry for the short chapter, I've been busy lately. Also, I know that the boys are very sweet and would probably never say something like that, it just adds to the story. I'm not trying to make them seem like bad people.