You Saved Me ( A Magcon Fanfiction)

Chapter 6

I woke up at 8:30 a.m the next morning because I didn't have to be at Magcon until 11. I took a shower and did everything that you normally do while in the shower and started to get ready. I put on mascara and top eyeliner, then I put some moose in my hair.

I went to my closet and decided on what I should wear today. I decided on a black spaghetti-strap romper with coral flowers on it. I also picked out a black cardigan. I put it on and then slid on my black toms. When I was done, it was only 9:15. I thought about going to see if the boys were up, but then I remembered what I had told them and I decided against it.

I layed across my bed and went on Twitter. I followed and replied to a few fans. They were mostly asking about why I didn't show up to Magcon day 1. I told them something personal came up and I had to miss it, but that I was going to be there today. I also saw some hate, but I tried to ignore it. At around 9:30, I heard a knock at the door. I opened the door to see Nash.

"May I help you?" I asked.

"Bart told me to come and get you. We're all going to breakfast and he wants everyone there."

"Uh, okay. When?"

"Right now." He said.

"Oh, okay. Just head down and I'll meet you there."

"No, no. It's fine. I'll wait for you and we can walk together." I smiled at his nice behavior. People don't know what a small act of kindness can do for someone who thinks that they aren't loved.

"Alrighty then, just let me grab my purse." I said while walking back into my room. I grabbed my black over the shoulder bag and threw my phone and room key into it. I walked back out and saw Nash leaning against the wall. "Let's go."

"So about yesterday, was everything you said true?" He asked curiously.

"Do you really think that I would make up something like that?"

"No, of course not, but that is just really terrible and I can't believe all of that happened to you."

"Yeah, I guess my life is really messed up." I said.

"I'm so sorry you had to go through all of that, I feel really bad for you."

"I don't need your pity." I said while attempting to walk ahead of him, but he grabbed my wrist. I sucked in a breath as tears fell from my eyes. He was pressing on my cuts and it hurt really bad. This is the second time that this has happened and I know he's already suspicious. I hope he doesn't find out.

"Shit, I'm sorry. I know that I did not grab you that hard, what is going on?" He said as he lifted the sleeve of my cardigan. I attempted to pull it back down, but he had already seen the cuts. I heard a gasp come from his lips as he looked at my wrist. I looked over at him and saw his eyes tearing up. "Why would you do this to yourself?"

"You know what my life has been like. It's an escape, a release. You take away the mental pain by replacing it with physical pain." I said while pulling my sleeve back down. "Please don't tell the boys. They're already going to treat me differently because of my past, I don't want them to feel sorry for me."

"This would crush Matt, I can't tell him." I heard Nash mumble.

"What was that?" I asked.

"Nothing." He said way too quickly. "Look, I won't tell the boys, but you have to promise me that you will at least try to stop."

"I promise." I said as I pulled him into a hug. "Thank you so much, Nash. You don't understand how much it means to me."

"What are friends for?" He said and I smiled. Nash said we were friends. I don't really have that many friends. I can see that Nash and I will become very close friends, and that makes me very happy. By now we were approaching the dining hall. Now, I have to go to breakfast and try to do the same with the rest of the boys.

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A/N: Oooh so Nash knows. So so so sorry for the wait for the update and for the short chapter. It's 4 a.m. and I wrote this all in about 20 minutes, but it was the only time I could update. I'll probably update Saturday, after fourth of July.