SAVE ME - changlix.

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6 MONTHS LATER
changbin was doing much better, yes he was still depressed but he hadn't hit a low point in six months.

he started going to therapy class which helped a lot. he told the others members what happened, they were all by his side.

there was one thing that confused changbin though.

the fact he liked felix.

ever since that talk him and felix had changbin had always felt butterflies when he was with felix.

it wasn't like the fanfics where you have the depressed guy and he magically cured when he meets the love of his life.

changbin still had his moments where he wanted to disappear, and nobody not even felix would ever be able to change that.

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CHANGBIN'S POV
i couldn't sleep. i was slightly sad. it wasn't a "i want to die" sadness, i was just kinda sad.

i heard a door opening from the dorm, i wondered which member would be up at 3:30am. k heard a quiet knock on my door and realised it was probably felix.

"come in" i whispered.

felix opened the door slowly so it wouldn't wake up the other members. he closed it after him.

he sat down on the bed beside me

"hey cutie why you awake at this time?" felix asked me

"can't sleep" i muttered.

"i can i tell you something?" felix asked

"yeah of course" i replied

"changbin, i really fucking like you. that time when you send me the video i cried, sobbed. the thought of losing you was way to much. i'm really glad your doing better now. you mean the world to me and fuck this is sappy and-" felix was cut off by changbin pressing his lips onto felix's.

it was a quick kiss.

"i like you too" i said, if it wasn't dark felix would probably see the blush on my cheeks.

he hugged me and we sat there for a minutes just hugged. i felt my eyelids get heavy.

"i'm going to sleep." i told him and broke the hug.

"i can stay here?" felix asked

"yeah of course" i said while laying down and pulling the covers over me.

"wait!" felix said "will you be my boyfriend" he asked

"no" i said bluntly

"w-what" his voice cracked

"oh my god you twat of course i'll be your boyfriend" i chuckled.

felix lay down and lay his head on my chest and i put my arm around him.

that night i sleep surprisingly ok.

it was peaceful.

really peaceful.