girlfriend of a killer | e.d (book one)

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brooklyn's pov

i picked up grant and wrapped him in a cover, gently placing him in his crib i looked around for a luggage. i saw in the closet my louis vitton bag ethan got me for my birthday.

i quickly opened it and ran to grants room, i grabbed all his onesies and threw them into the luggage not caring that i was unfolding them during the process.

i was running in between rooms grabbing grants clothes and transferring them into the luggage. after i was done with his clothes i went into my closet and packed ALL my clothes and shoes.

i hastily brought the luggage downstairs struggling to carry it down the massive glass stairs. i ran back upstairs and grabbed all the money i had with was about 2 million on a card.

i took grant and gently placed him in his car seat since he was asleep, i carried the car seat down stairs as i felt my eyes staring to water.

i cannot believe i'm doing this.

i gently placed grant on the floor next to me and went to put on my fur coat ethan had gotten me for christmas. i put on my boots and sat down at the living room coffee table with a pen and paper.

dear ethan dolan,

never in a million years did i think i would be sitting here writing this letter. i wish there was another way we can handle this. ethan my love i'm so sorry, but, i have to leave you. ethan i have tried a million times to tell you, this isn't healthy for grant, me, or the new baby. that's right ethan i'm pregnant. i just can't deal with this anymore. i will always love you ethan, but i can't stay here anymore. you will always be my first love, but the gang inside of you i will always despise and hate. that is why i am saying goodbye ethan. i love you.

sincerely,
brooklyn

with tears streaming down my face now i dropped the pen and cuffed my face with my hands. i was full out sobbing, i could feel the lump in my throat and my heart being torn in half.

i cant put this feeling into words, all i know is that it's not safe to stay here.

i folded the note and placed it on the table labeling it "to ethan the love of my life"

i put my hand against my heart and cried even more, i felt a locket around my neck and opened it up. it was a picture of ethan grant and i at our family photo shoot on the right, and i picture of a letter ethan wrote to me when   i went into labor on the left.

brooklyn,

i've never felt this kind of affection for a girl, you are the best thing that has happened to me. everything about you is perfect, you are the girl of my dreams. and now you're going to be the mother of my child. i never saw myself settling down but with you you're the person i want to spend the rest of my life with. i love you brooklyn. and i promise to always be there for you and protect you and love you with all my heart.

love,
ethan

i yanked the necklace off taking another chunk of my heart out with it.

i set the necklace on the table with the letter.

with my legs feeling wobbly i stood up and picked up the car seat. i stumbled to find the keys to my bentley and opened the front door.

i walked to the garage and opened it up and unlocked the car. i opened the backseat and placed grant in his seat still balling my eyes and heart out.

i sat down in the drivers seat and closed the door and locked them.

i looked at the mirror and saw that grant was awake i turned back and smiled at him rubbing his hand, i looked behind the wheel and saw a picture of ethan and i kissing when we told the gang we were pregnant.

i stared the car and drove off.

time for a new life.