Chapter 7-Wrath
Goodbye, I'll miss you greatly
I got a revolver with real bullets in it from Santa I love it, it reminds me of death for I've killed a human before. I won't tell you my name for you will track me down, until you hear my story...
I have a boyfriend and we've been dating for almost a year; we met in the spring under the Sakura tree and you met the dark side of me which I regret ever hurting you then, I'm not in a good mood today; I know your wondering why I even decided to write this, I'm not going to be around much longer, I have to leave soon.
In the summer we made the best of memories but I never saw that firework show you told me you would take me to. I don't know why I hold onto that grudge, it's useless and it's not helping me at all, I only feel worse. I can't let go of things like that, it made me upset.
In the fall we met under that Sakura tree after we met each other six months ago at, the first day of fall. It was a happy day, one of the best I've ever had and the best I ever will for my end is near and I'm writing this so you know why.
In the winter it was the end, before our year anniversary I had to do this, I'm ver guilty and can't live like this, all I see is flashbacks, they're making my life miserable and I hate it. I pick up the revolver and prepare it. It's loaded.
I pick up the revolver and point it at you, my finger shakes a little and I finally get myself to do it, I can hear you. You said a few words before I shot you. They continue playing over and over in my head, it's going on now, I'm going insane, someone help me!
"If I could do anything I would take you to the firework show one last time" I shoot, it's to late. I'm dead inside, standing in the cold air. Snow is blowing in my face and I get myself to do it. I pull the gun up to my head. I place it on my skull and the last thing I hear is a bang of the revolver. I see black and I fall to the ground, limp and lifeless are the only things I feel.
This is my suicide note and I doubt anyone will miss me.
