the love of my life

chapter 5

      I woke up the next morning to find myself half dressed and Justin smiling in his dream(creepy).Damn out of all things I have sex with a guy I just met.I walked into the bathroom and started whispering (shit,shit,shit,shit,SHIT!!!!).Next thing I know Justin is at the door.(are you ok).(yes im fine thanks for asking).I wasnt fine.I would never be fine again.If only I was dreaming......But I wasnt.I cant believe I did this.My mom died from giving birth and I just had sex.I am soooooooooooooo fucking retarded.I walked out of the bathroom and came up with a lie and I said that it was a family emergency.I hate to leave him like that but there was no way I was going to tell him that we fucked up.maybe later.

I got in my car and was screaming all the way to the dollar store.I got a pregnancy test and it tested negative.Im so lucky.

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hey guys tell me should she be pregnant or not.