Coach Negan / saviour Negan editing

Chapter 5

You were back at the sanctuary, in Negans room again. You hadn't spoken since Alexandria. You still had tears streaming down your face. Negan tried speaking to you a few times but you ignored him.
"Come on speak to me y/n"
You stayed silent.
"For god sake stop being such a baby!"
& then you finally spoke.
" you humiliated me & belittled me in front of everyone." And then you started to raise your voice Why the fuck would you do that?" Another second passed by. "My dad hates me because of you, why the fuck would you say that to him you motherfucking cocksucking asshole of a man"
"I'm sorry alri"
"Don't you dare try to fucking apologise it's all lies!"
"No it isn't y/n"
"Then you took Daryl let him go."
"No"
"Let him go!"

He walked closer to you, he was now right in front of you.
You hit his chest with your hands again & again- still crying and not caring about the consequences, repeating let him go. He let you do it- let your anger out & once the hits began to subside he pulled you into a hug
- your tried to resist but melted into his arms & you stayed like that for a few minutes.
"I loved you too, it wasn't just sex for me either"
"Then why do that to me just now?"
There was a knock at the door.
"Come in!"
"Hello sir" It was a lady in her late 20's
"Would you like me to come back at a later time?"
"No I won't be needing your company tonight" he spoke- it must be one of his wives.

She left & it was tense. "She seems...nice" you spoke, not really knowing what to say.
"She's not you, none of them are"
"Then why have them? Is is just the sex? The power?"
"Yeah"
"Did your wives have husbands?"
"Technically some still do"
"Where are they?"
"Working for me"
"& they just let you sleep with their wives?"
"They don't really have a choice"
Again there was awkward silence .
"You were talking before about rules, what are they? Points?" You asked- curious.
"We are rebuilding humanity, we need rules, they are simple but anyone who fails to follow the rules gets punished. The points system is for people who need to work to get food, clothes, shelter etc"
"will I do that?"
"No you are staying here with me, living like a queen"
"I'm not being one of your wives Negan"
"Why the shit not?"
"I have survived this long, I'm not going to just sit around all day doing nothing until you want a fuck. That isn't me"