Just Right (Jackson Imagine) (GOT7)

Chapter V

"Hum.. we're gonna leave.." said Yoona as I stared at my fingers

She pulled JB with her and silence invaded our room

Why the fuck am I such a crybaby?

"Haeju?"

"I'm sorry.. I don't know what is happening.." I chuckled cleaning up my tears

"I.."

"It's okay.. I'm.. I'm just gonna leave" I told him standing up and gulping

"Haeju!.." he shouted as I ran towards the door

I put on my sneakers and opened the door but Jackson grabbed my arm before I could go "Wait.."

"Jackson, I can get hints.. it's fine.."

"I.."

I took his hand from my arm and tried to walk out the door but he grabbed it once again "Wait.. let me talk"

I rolled my eyes trying to prevent more tears from falling. He ran a hand through his hair "I don't know what to do Haeju! Like.."

"Let me go.. that's what you've been doing all afternoon.."

"I thought you didn't want anything with me.. you asked me to stop.. you didn't say a word after it happened.. you didn't smile.." he told me "I thought you didn't like it.. I don't know.."

"No Jackson! I am scared!.. This is all happening too fast!"

"I am too.. It is.. I just.." he cleared his throat "I'm scared I will never see you again.. I promised myself I would stay out of the dating world but you came and ruined it in a second" he confessed "I'm scared this is all just a game.."

"A game?"

"Yeah like.. like it doesn't mean as much to you as it does to me.. I don't kiss girls the 3rd day.. I-"

I pushed him down by his shoulders and grabbed his chin to give him a kiss.. he was scared of losing me.. scared I was here just because he was Jackson Wang from GOT7.. and not Wang Jia Er..

Afraid I was taking advantage of his feelings

So I kissed him to show him that I'm not playing games.. I'm not here to have a fling

I pulled back after biting his lip softly and cleared my throat "We have a lot to talk about Wang"

He opemed his eyes and looked at me nodding.. a serious expression in both our faces

"When can we meet again?"

"After tomorrow.. I have a meeting to attend all afternoon so only the next day"

I nodded and took a step back from him.. "I'm gonna get Yoona.. have great evening Jackson"

He stood there watching me as I walked away towards the dark night.. Yoona was with JB by the front gate. They both stared atme when I arrived

"Goodbye JB. Nice meeting you" I said bowing and he bowed along

I walked away and Yoona followed me asking what had happened

I refused to talk to her.. I needed space

We called a cab and arrived home pretty quickly.. I had a meassge from Jackson when I got there asking me to text him when I was at the hotel so I did it and then threw my phone to my bed

"Are you ready to talk now?" She asked sitting next to me

"No."

I heard her sigh and turn off the lights as my mind got clouded with thoughts.. I couldn't sleep.. much less whe today was simultaneously the best and worst day of my life..