Chapter 19

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Jacks POV
I woke up with her in my arms. It's been so long since she's been in my arms. I can't believe I let myself fuck up. I wouldn't have lost Lindsey if I wouldn't have let (y/n) leave.

I can't believe I'm so stupid I got her back and yet I'm still flirting with Signe... How long will it last this time.. god why can't I just leave Signe in the past where she belongs.

I pulled out my phone and Texted Signe

J- look singe I'm done, I got (y/n) back and I'm not gonna lose her to you again goodbye and never text me or my baby again. 👋🏻

S- no jack your not going anywhere

I stopped texting and blocked her number and kissed (y/n)'s forehead. Dustin walked into the bedroom and laid next to (y/n) and we all went back to bed.

When I woke up (y/n) and Dustin were gone, I got up and walked downstairs and saw Mark,Tom, (y/n), and Dustin sitting there on the couch watching a movie, and tom looks at me "Jack" he says "uh yea" I say "I wanna say thank you for bringing Dustin down here" he says and I nod.

Do him and Mark even know me and (y/n) are back together? What if she doesn't actually want me back, does she even trust me anymore I got snapped out of my thoughts when I heard (y/n)'s voice "jack hun you gonna watch the movie?" She asks and I sit in front of her between her legs (not like that) and she starts playing with my hair.

I smile and watch the movie "so uh (y/n) can I ask you something" I hear mark say "sure what's up" she says god I love her voice "is what Dustin told me true?" He asks "it depends on what he said" she says, "he said you and jack got back together" he says and she looks at me and I look at her and smile and nod "yea it is" she says.

"Jack I swear if you hurt my baby sister again I'll kill you without any hesitation" he says "trust me I texted Signe earlier and told her I got (y/n) back and I was done with her and I blocked her number" I say.

(Y/n) POV

Her name makes me wanna cry, but knowing he told her goodbye for good makes me feel a million times better he leans his head back and I kiss him. He smiles "there's the smile I've loved since we first met" I say and kiss him again, he just smiles and kisses me back.

I got up from the couch and walked into the kitchen then I hear Dustin run into the kitchen "mom" he says "yes sweetie" i respond "are you gonna move in with me and dad again" he asks "if it makes you happy" I say and just hugs me.

I heard Mark on the phone and the movie was paused so I could hear more clearly, then I hear Amy's name and my heart dropped "yea Amy her and jack are back together but I don't know why you care" he says.

I walked into the living room "why wouldn't you even tell her.. it's none of her business mark" I say "she doesn't need to know my personal business she's probably gonna try to fuck it up, why are you even talking to her, she really hurt you do you not remember" I continue.

He hangs up and looks at me "why do you still hate her" he asks "cuz of how bad she hurt you, what you went through cuz of her" I say slightly yelling "(y..." I cut him off "no mark do you not remember who came out when she did that? Do you know remember how bad you hurt yourself?!?" I yell at him.

"WOULD YOU STOP" he yells "NO LISTEN TO ME MARK" I yell back and Dustin runs into the living room "please stop" he says and starts crying I hug him and look at mark. I let go of Dustin and walk into my room and lay on the bed.

I sighed and thought about Lindsey. God I miss my babygirl, I grabbed the key to her room and went and unlocked it I went into her room and sobbed. Seeing all her stuff there untouched in awhile, seeing her clothes unused and untouched, I'm such a horrible mother letting her go.

I look at her phone and pick it up and look at her notifications. And then I saw it something that made my stomach turn.

30 missed calls from Austin
20 text messages from Austin

"Hey sunshine I was in the hospital I was in a coma I miss you!"

"Lindsey it's been weeks are you mad at me"

"Lindsey"

"Lindsey?"

"Please don't go I need you."

"I'm sorry I was gone"

I unlocked her phone and saw he was typing

"Lindsey are you there?"

I texted back

"Austin... Lindsey was told you died, she killed herself.."

"W-what?"

"The police came and they told her you were dead.."

"W-what n-no p-please tell me your lying"

"I wish I was Austin I'm sorry"

"I... I lost her...."

"I'm sorry Austin"

"I never got to tell her I loved her... thanks for telling me"

He was so broken..

"Austin come over me, you and Dustin can talk"

"Address?"

"1234 ABC Road"
(That's honestly fake  and I couldn't think of anything)

"On my way"

A couple minutes later he knocked on the door and I let him in and told Dustin to come with us. We cried for a couple minutes and we sat on her bed. We talked for hours. "I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry" Austin says "don't be" Dustin says. I pull out a picture book I had of Lindsey and i gave him a picture of her.

 I pull out a picture book I had of Lindsey and i gave him a picture of her

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(That's the picture of Lindsey ^)

Austin smiled "she really was the prettiest girl I have ever met" he says, "honestly I wish they never said you died you guys would've been amazing" Dustin says "I wish I still had her around I'd love to call her mine, I'll probably never find the girl I want forever Now" Austin says.

Dustin's POV
He really did love my sister it's so unfair she's gone. I miss her so much. I mean it's only been like 2 days (I think cuz the day they all went out she died so I'm assuming it happened the day before but hehe surprises are coming) I love Lindsey she's my big sister I miss her so god damn much.

Lindsey's Doctors POV
Even after I told her mom Lindsey was gone I didn't wanna give up she's only 13 I wouldn't let my 9 year old go I'm not giving up on Lindsey.

I've spent all day and night on her, she's breathing lightly on her own she's conscious, I got her to throw up the pills a little I got this my nurse has been helping too. Her pulse is getting better and she's breathing more. I keep putting my fingers in her throat to get her to throw up, I need to save her.

I had her throw up a majority of the pills.

End of chapters! Cliffhanger😘
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