saying goodbye

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              Chapter 4: Saying Goodbye

I woke up and realized it was Friday the last day of the week. So I decided to dress cute so I threw on a coral skater dress with purple stripes on it and put my converse on and put my hair in a ponytail and curled the ends. I ran downstairs and left out the door with my skate board. On the way I ran into John so I decided to walk the rest of the way. "So how are you", asked John I smiled "I'm good",I replied. The rear of the way we talked about music and art and all the other fun stuff. when we got to school the bell rang and he walked me to my first period which was sadly science.

At the end of science John was waiting there for me so we walked to art together. Right when I sat down the intercom came on "will ms.Lynn please come to the office to leave" and it repeated itself. I got up and walked to the office millions of thoughts were running through my head: am I in trouble. did something happen. am I getting an award. I thought of many other things until I got to the office and saw my mom crying and my father comforting her. "what is the matter", I asked while looking from my mom to my dad. "Honey your sister......your sister was in a major car accident..... and....and....and she is dead", my mom studered out the words then I broke down into tears. We all left the office together and got in the car. At lunch I got a text from John *hey is everything ok* I didn't know how to respond so I didn't at all as a matter of fact I didn't respond to any messages I just laid in my sisters bed and cried. Later on my mom came in "Honey are you ok"asked my mom. what are you suppose to say when your sister dies and someone asks if your ok "no not really", I replied and it was the truth my mom was going to say something but I cut her off "can I just be alone please", I asked she nodded her head and left and closed the door. I woke up and my mom was knocking at my door. "come in", I said she walked in and John was behind her she then left the room. "Hey Lynn I'm sorry about your sister", he said and handed me a small bouquet of flowers I sat them down on the nightstand. "thanks", I replied he sat down on the bed and hugged me and I broke down again. I couldn't believe I was crying on him how embarrassing. He let go of me and kissed my cheek "if you need anything tell me and I will be here for you", said John I nodded my head and wiped my tears. As he was about to leave I said to him what I thought I would never say to a guy at my age. "John is it ok if you stay tonight", I actually asked him that wow was I brave. "Of course i would", he replied and sat down on the bed "but will your mom and dad mind", he asked I shrugged my shoulders so I asked them and shockingly they said yes. So I fell asleep on the edge of the bed and John slept close to the wall and it was pleasant.

When I woke up I forgot that John was in the same bed as me so I freaked a bit then calmed down cause I didn't want to wake him. I got up and took a quick shower and when I got out I had a text from Adam *wat the hell you two are sleeping together now* I got mad seriously he was spying on me again. I texted back *he spent the night and nothing happened and why would you even care you don't like me remember * I got dressed in some sweat shorts and a muscle tank. I got a text back *meet me at the park in 10 ok* so I got dressed in one of my sisters outfits shorts and a plaid shirt I decided to leave a few up top unbuttoned and threw on some converse. I put my hair in a messy bun and left a note for John.

When I arrived Adam was waiting for me. "What the hell Lynn you are sleeping with him", yelled Adam. "we just fell asleep and why would you care seriously what is your deal" that was all u could say until I was cut off by Adams lips being planted on mine. I kissed him back and man was it magical. After a second I stopped and took a step back "what.......what was that for", I studered as I said it. "That is why I care okay.......its because I care about you", he whispered I didn't know what to say and thankfully John texted me *hey maybe when you get back we can grab a bite* "Let me guess its John", mocked Adam he shook his head and then walked away I didn't text back I just walked home and saw John waiting for me. "your parents called and said the funeral is tomorrow", said John while throwing his shoes on. "Ok and I think I just want to stay here", I replied John nodded and then sat one the couch. I plopped down on the couch and I could fell the tears starting to come out and then I was crying, John started to hug me and I placed my head on his shoulder and cried. I guess I must have fallen asleep on him cause when I woke up my head was still on his shoulder. I got up and decided to make me some dinner. After I ate I went to bed.

When I woke up the next morning I got dressed in a simple black dress and put on some black heels and curled my hair. I walked downstairs and saw that John was already ready so we got in the car and left to the cemetery. When we arrived I saw so many people there it was crazy. I sat down next to John in the back the service was pretty long after the services I stayed after the funeral to wit for the gravestone people to come and place the stone. After a while John came up behind me. "Hey you ok", asked John he helped me up from the ground and hugged me as I pulled away he kissed me. It wasnt just a peck on the lips. It was a full on deep kiss. After about 2 seconds into it I kissed back and the kiss got deeper. John pulled away and looked me in the eyes I never realized how beautiful they were. "Lynn I like you and I have since you came to the school but I also know about Adam", John ever so lightly whispered it in my ear and chills were sent down my spine. After that he kissed my forehead and left. I sat down next to my sisters grave. "Hey sis did you see that he kissed me........I wish you were here so I could tell you about how.......how

wonderful it was", I said while choking back tears. I got up again and started to walk back home. I couldn't stop thinking about that kiss wow was that kiss amazing.......then I thought about what he said he said he likes me but that he also knows about Adam. I have to chose between them I really had to chose and quickly or I would be stuck in this triangle forever.

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