run - kim namjoon ✔️

37

|•Hawoo's Pov•|

I sighed.

If Jichi's disappeared, this should be a good thing... right?

I laid on my bed thinking, thinking about Jichi.

Thinking about my entire life.

I shouldn't have ran.

This all wouldn't have happened if I had just stayed and helped my father.

If I had... never been born.

A tear rolled down my face.

"I WISH I HAD NEVER BEEN BORN!! NONE OF THIS WOULD'VE HAPPENED IF I HAD JUST REMAINED AS A SPIRIT" I cried, letting my tears flow like rivers out of my eyes.

"Maybe I should just end it here..." I said to myself as I stood up, walking out of the room.

I walked into Namjoon's room.

He wasn't in there.

I walked towards his bed and laid down on it, hugging his pillow.

It smells like him.

I then stood up and walked towards the closet.

I open it and pull out a pistol that he had kept in there.

I held it to my head and lowered my finger the the trigger.

I was about to push it but the gun was slapped out of my grasp.

I looked up and saw Namjoon.

He was staring at me.

And I was staring back at him.

Then all of a sudden.

Everything went blank.

I couldn't see anything.

I had blacked out.

Another short chapter, sorry guys 😬