Past

Chapter 1

I remember going to Hawaii as a young kid, My life was just a mere oblivion to how my life as actually turned out.

I remember standing on this exact beach and letting the wind flow through my hair, and my feet sink in to the sand.

My mum was stretched out on a large beach towel under a umbrella protecting herself from suns harsh rays.

"Come and put some sunscreen on Justin you don't want that cute face of yours getting wrinkles," she yelled from her stop.

"Yes mama," I'd reply running to the women under the umbrella.

It must have been summer because I remember the scorching heat which soon blistered.

Now I look back as I stand in the exact same spot wishing I could go back and re-live that day. All my innocence be restored and I'd be little Justin again.

I let the sand seep through my toes as I did as a child before running my left hand through my hair combing it with my fingers.

I was wearing a red bandana around my head keeping my hair off sweaty forehead.

I look down at my arm to see all my past It feels like the ink is seeping through to my brain just like the sand was to my feet.

I don't know why I came here exactly,or why I even left in the first place. I guess I needed to be where people know me for being me and nor judging me for my story.

Life is rough sometimes and I guess I'm just one of those people ops who flea when ever there's conflict, and I don't know how to control it.

The sound of the ocean soothed the ache in my head as I'm now laying on the sand, hands fiddling with the tiny grains that where making up the ground below me.

Closing my eyes, I yet again am reminded of all the shit I've done in the past.

A/n

Sorry that this chapter is incredibly short for first chapter but yeah. I'm sorry. Anyways hope you like it please vote, comment and share for more.