Yakuza's Gold [ Mafia YG fanfic ]

III: The Dreams

"Chanyuk-ah." Suhyun called out. They were finally home, after a long, long day. Chanhyuk didn't get to his work because of bruised suhyun. He walked her home right away, just in case someone causes harm to her.

"Huff. I can't believe i filed a leave because of this." chanhyuk grumbled. "Yah. I was only trying to help." Suhyun puffed her cheeks like a cute kid. Her leg was still bruised uo but she managed to walk.

Even though it was just the same as ever. "I have to tell you something." She said, in a very very serious tone but a drip of nervousness, was obvious on her voice.

Chanhyuk turned to her, looking at her. "Go sit at the chair. " He said as soon as Suhyun walked in. She, of course, followed. She sat on the other side while she watched her brother close the door and throw the keys at the table.  He sat on the opposite side of Suhyun's.

"What was it?" He asked, placing his glass down. "...It's about our dream." Suhyun blurted. But just first word of it, Chanhyuk doesn't feel excited or happy about it.

As a kid, they've always dreamed to become stars. Singers. Where they compose songs. They loved music, and both of them always sang in harmony. Until... Their parents died. They stopped composing songs. Or chanhyuk stopped loving music and focused on his work and sister.

But hearing his sister's words... He couldn't find any reason why should they continue a dream that they left years ago. Or maybe Chanyuk is the only one who gave up. He would hear a girl's voice singing at night and he knew it was Suhyun.

"I auditioned for this company. They were looking for trainees. You know YG right? They are the small company who produces big hit musics. I wanna be part of that." Suhyun continued which snapped Chanyuk out of his trance. "Chanhyuk. Please come with me in the audition. We can fulfill this." She held his hand, gently lifting it up.

"Please don't give up."

Then it appeared in his memories. Don't give up on your low grades but it gets lower. Don't give up. Yet, sometimes. You need to give up because it's already hurting you and Chanyuk's dreams are the ones killing him.

"I..." Chanhyuk spilled out. "I can't..." He said. "Ever since mom and dad died... I'm... Scared..." He blurted, tears were falling down his cheeks. He never really sang ever since his parents died. Because of him, they died in that accident.. He blamed himself for singing to his parents.

He just can't...

"Chanhyuk..." She sighed and smiled at him. "If you're not gonna come with me, then we can't fulfill this. I can't go on without you... We loved this both. We loved music... Please, chanhyuk.. Come with me and don't leave yourself behind the past.. Give yourself a chance, Chanhyuk-ah..." Suhyun begged, almost crying in front of him.

Of courae, chanhyuk can't stand seeing his sister crying all over him.'Give yourself a chance, chanhyuk-ah...' rang in his ears. Give yourself a chance? He couldn't even forgive himself from everything that happened. Died because of that accident.

Maybe... Just... Maybe..

"Okay. I'll come with you." Chanhyuk said, lifting his siter's face up and wiping her tears. She was already sobbing on the table, her cheeks and nose turning rosy from the crying. "R-Really?" she said, sobbing between her words.

"Yes." Chanhyuk smiled and stood up, hugging his sister. "So please don't cry. I'll be here for you. I promise. The audition is tomorrow right? We should get resting."

"No.. The audition will be held this saturday..." Suhyun sobbed, wiping her tears. Chanhyuk chuckled. "Okay, kiddo. Let's go." He said while Suhyun followed him from behind.