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i have a chance to become a tattoo artist but i also kinda scared to go off on my own at the age of 18 and i know it would be difficult but i'm only good at cooking simple things so i need to take advice from my mother on cooking. Aside from that i have to go meet a family i barely keep contact with whale i'm over there and this is just me typing out of nervousness and excitement. but i need advice on living on my own for the first time and maybe some artist tips as well?? i'm really bad at shading and i don't know how to blend my drawings and make beautiful landscapes.  all my worrying aside i'm basically nervous as all hell and this little Canadian is kind of an anxiety freak so halp?