Y/N was sleeping peacefully in bed not wanting to get up or go to school until her mother busted through her door and yelled while hitting her with a belt " Y/N WAKE YOUR ASS UP YOU LAZY KID GO TO SCHOOL GET OUT OF MY HOUSE I NEED PEACE" . Y/N bolted awake scared " okay okay mom I'll hurry and leave!!! " she yelled back and then she felt a burning sensation on her cheek her mom slapped her with the belt
" who do you think you are huh? DON'T YOU YELL BACK!!!" Her mother yelled then left.
Y/ N quickly got dressed and made sure to get all her makeup together, she would have to do it when she gets to school. she left she grabbed her phone and earphones " I can't forget these " she said. Before she ran out the front door she put on her jacket to cover her scars and bruises.
It doesn't take that long for her to get to school about 10 minutes, when she gets there Y/N goes up to the roof to meet Jackson they have about 30 minutes before they have to get to class. Jackson's eyes lit up as soon as he sees her he also loves when she's bare faced but she is to self conscious to not wear it.
" HI Y/N!!! HOW WAS YOUR MORNING " Jackson yelled
Y/N just shushed and at down with her makeup bag. " Y/N how many times to I need to tell you pleaseeee stop wearing makeup! You look better without makeup! I hate it JYP makes us wear that shit" Jackson huffed and leaned against Y/N.
While finishing her makeup Y/N said " I don't care what you think Jackson come on we have to get to class" while Y/N and Jackson was walking to class they overheard that theirs going to be some new students tomorrow and Y/N just rolled her eyes and thought ' more people that well pick on me GREAT'.
When they got to their desks Y/N saw writing all over her desk that said ' kill yourself' 'pig' 'no one cares for you just die' ' even Jackson is using you XD' She just sat down and tried to ignore it. Class started and went pretty normal at least the teachers didn't say anything to her. Finally the bell rang for lunch. Jackson and Y/N is walking to lunch when they got there Jackson said " Hey Y/N i'm going to go get me some lunch do you want anything?" Y/N shakes her head and says " Nah Jacky i'm not hungry" Jackson just nods and walks away but that's when hands pulled Y/N into the bathroom.
Y/N was pulled into the bathroom so hard that she fell to the dirty floor, she looks up to see who her attackers were and it was the most poplar girl in school with her gang of idiots. " what do you want Isabella" Y/N says pissed of
" now it that anyway to talk to me" Isabella says he she kicks Y/N in the stomach Y/N moans in pain making the other girls laugh. " get her shit girls" Isabella says and the others obey her opening Y/N's bag-pack and bumping all of her things onto the floor. Isabella spots i picture of someone in Y/N's things and she picks up the picture " OMG i know you do not have a picture of my husband in your bag?" she says
" hes not your fucking husband" Y/N says back while getting another kick to her stomach " well he's not yours do you honestly believe Yoongi oppa would want a ugly pig like you? Yoongi would want a sexy skinny body like mine not a fat pig" she laughed Y?N hated to admit it but Isabella was right who would want her, Y/N couldn't hold her tears any longer she fell her lonely tears stream down her face making the other girls laugh.
Isabella picks up Y/N's makeup bag and says "since you see things our way you won't be needing these!" she dumps all of Y/N's makeup onto the floor and steps on them all while she tells the others to beat Y/N.
by the time they stop she was bruised and lifeless the girls laughed at her " see ya around Y/N but if i were you i would go a head and kill myself no one likes you i bet Jackson oppa is even using you" and with that they left her laying there. it took a few minutes but Y/N finally had the energy to stand up, she cleaned herself up the best she could and picked up her things and limped out of the bathroom meeting Jackson on the way " oh my god Y/N are you okay? " Jackson asked worried and all Y/N did was hug him for a second before walking away because she knew in he hear and soul that would be the last time she would see talk to Jackson.
Y/N didn't go to any of her other classes she walked home it was a good thing no one was home, Y//N went to her room getting out paper and a pen while she turned on one of Yoongi's songs " so far away" Jungkook and Jin ver.
Y/N spent the last hour writing a suicide note while crying her eyes out but this is not a normal suicide note it was more of a letter, a letter of apology to MIn Yoongi saying that she is sorry that she can not hold on any longer Y/N wanted to go home into the skies, she was a angel that just wanted to go home. it took Y/N about two hours to write at letter and she quickly mailed it after that she cried herself to sleep.
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The suicidal fangirl ( Discontinued )
FanfictionY/N was not a normal girl she was bullied in school for being chubby and different also she was abused at home. but what would happen when seven people move to her school on the same day she chooses to try to take her life.
