My quotes

Specks

He was my world, and yet in reality, only a speck of dust in the universe.
The most amazing creature discovered, and yet still so new to the world, and all the people living in it. He was the kind of boy that you would write poetry about, the kind that had his name etched into every cursive word written down in the stanzas. The kind of boy you would sing songs about. His voice ringing in your own ears as you sing about love and heartbreak and how only he, could fix you. He was the kind of boy that would give long speeches about how you don't need to lose weight, and you are beautiful how you are. His best feature was his eyes. The hazel swirls wrap around each chocolate brown speck. Only he, could calm you down when you were upset. His eyes looking straight into your own, making you forget why you were even upset in the first place. He was the kind of boy that tells you he cares, and he loves you, everyday. But do not be fooled. His kind ways end when his palms make their way up your neck and rest on your throat, gripping roughly on your skin. It will happen once, and he will apologize 'sincerely' and he will buy you fancy earrings and necklaces. But can't you see that these objects are a mask? An act, to convince you that he has changed. Until he does it again and again. And the next time, he doesn't stop there, he pushes you down to the ground and hits you. And then you'll realize that you'd made a mistake when not believing what they said. They all told you he was bad, and you still believed that you could change him. Maybe he would be good, for you. But you were blinded by his kind smile and his soft lips, that used to caress your own, ever so softly. But that was before he'd turned into such a monster. When he is done with you, he will throw you away like rubbish, even though there is a recycling stamp clearly imprinted on your heart, silently screaming that you can be loved again... and only when he leaves you, do you finally realize, that YOU were just a speck in HIS universe...

(Not actually about anything that really happened so idk)