Imagination

Secret Love Song. (Part II)

A/N : I won't be putting any name for the girl because it might be the reader's name and it will make things confusing. So you( as the reader ) feel free to insert any name that isn't yours. Enjoy!

Present*

" Please welcome my girlfriend, (insert any girl's name that is not yours.)"

What?

A girl walk pass my side wearing a similar dress that he had bought for me two months ago. She walk out into the stage, completely oblivious of what's happening. She gave me a smile before she walks out, unaware of who I am- or  was it me who's unaware of what's happening?

She walk up to Jack and gave him a hug and he kissed her . He never kissed me. Suddenly I felt dizzy.  The world come to a halt. Everything around me just seems to slow down. It became so quiet, I can hear my heart banging against my chest. The thing is, I gave away my heart to this boy a long time ago. 

Every second, every thought, I'm in so deep

But I'll never show it on my face.

But we know this, we got a love that is homeless..

"..for two years now." He said through the microphone. 

Two years. Exactly the number of years we've been together excluding our five years of friendship. Millions of questions were roaming in my mind. Why is this happening? How could he do this to me? How can I not realize this before? When he would quickly let go of my hand every time his manager or when the paparazzi's were around. How he would instantly ignore me when his fans were around. How he would only visit me in my hotel room during the tour when everyone else is not around.

** "Y/N, please don't surprise me with hugs. My friends are here. " 

"Will you go out with me? Will you be my girlfriend?"

"Promise me you won't hold my hand or kiss me when we're outside,alright?"

"We can't. The paparazzi's will know and they will make everything complicated."

How can I be so unaware of that? 

"I'm in love with someone's baby

I don't wanna hide us away

Tell the world about the love we making

I'm living for that day, Someday

Why can't I hold you in the street?

Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?

I wish that we could be like that

Why can't we be like that? 'Cause I'm yours, I'm yours."

I sat on the stool trying to calm myself. I can't show my emotions. If Jack can pretend to be okay, why can't I do the same? I'm not weak. No, I'm actually on the edge of a breakdown. How can I not be? My so-called boyfriend was actually somebody's lover and our anniversary happens to be on the same date. All these years, I gave my heart for him to take care of only to have him break it- no, he crushed it. 

Once the song was over, I look back too the crowd. Oh, how I wish I was the one he showed to his fan,I was the one he gave a bouquet of flowers and the one he kissed in front of hundreds of thousands of people. But no, it wasn't me. I'm just his little secret.

" Have a good day everyone! It's been a pleasure to be able to join this world tour with my friends, " Friends . "I'll see you guys when I see you? "