Impossible love

Part 1

‘’Go away Hannah!’’ Ryan yelled. His deep voice echoed through the hall. 

‘’Calm down’’ I said, almost apologizing.

He gave me the ‘warning’ look and I left. I quickly walked over to Laura.

I slowly turned my head as I saw Ryan was kissing Nikki passionately. He noticed me and I his sea-blue eyes were lightning up, showing how much he was enjoying seeing me this jealous. I just gave this ‘I-don’t-care-face’ and turned around.  I heard nasty smack-noices coming from their side, but I tried my best to ignore it. The bell rang as a ran over to my locker, changing my books. 

Thank God Laura walked with me, otherwise I would’ve got detention for being too late for the 4th time. Ofcourse Ryan and Nikki were walking behind me. As Nikki walked over to Laura, Ryan touched my but. I gave him a nasty look, but he just wouldn’t stop grinning. For a second I felt like I was trying to steal her boyfriend. But then I realized he touched MY but. So yeah, that’s when the feeling faded, and I just walked into the classroom, putting a poker face.

Seriously, what just happened?!

Nikki had to go to the dentist around 2PM, and we had 2 hours of school left.

We walked over to our classroom as Jeremy and Ryan decided to come sit next to me. Seriously, I was desperate looking for help from a few of my friends. Where the heck were Laura and Violet when I needed them? So I just acted like I didn’t care and just took my books out of my bag. Ryan acted normal, for once in a life time.  So did Jeremy, but I guess he was just in a quiet mood. 

So that’s when Mr. Oakley announced we would be doing something else this time. We had to pair groups of 4, and Anna quickly ran over to us. I was like; ‘’What the hell, I don’t wanna pair a group with you 3! And not with RYAN.. OMG!’’

But I said that inside my head, so no one could hear it but me.

So that’s when I decided to just be flexible for now, and join the group. We had to built this weird wooden boat thingy. So THAT’s when shit happened. Anna asked Jeremy for help and they both kind of left us there, standing in the corner of the classroom.  Ryan looked me right in the eyes, giving me his dirty grin…

{to be continued}