Impossible love

part 3

My eyes were shut and altho I knew this was so wrong, my lips wouldn't get lost of his. I felt his tongue sliding into my mouth and our tongues touched. He slowly moved his tongue around mine and my heart felt so warm. We felt so connected.. Then I realised what I was doing and took a step back, almost falling into the toilet. He gave me a cheeky smile as he was putting a lock of hair behind my ear. I looked in his sea-blue eyes as they slowly turned red. His usually beautiful teeth slowly became sharper. "R-Ryan" I tried, but right that second i got interupted by his fingertip which was now pressed against my lip. "Shhh, don't say anything, just listen to me." He said. Then he took a deep breath.

"Follow me to the basement, and don't give a sound" He whispered. I just nodded while I knew what punishment was behind it if someone figured out we came in the basement.

He slowly unlocked the door and quickly invastigated if the coast was clear.. and unfortunatly, it was.

I followed him to the basement and he opened the door. He gave me a sign to walk through the door, and I obeyed him.

He quickly locked the door and took his belt off. I gave him a weird look.

"Listen Hannah, I never meant to hurt you, but this is for the best. If we don't do it now, things will only get worse for you." He explained. Right that second, I knew exactly what he was talking about. My stomach gave a twist and I almost had to throw up.

"UNDRESS, NOW!" He yelled. His eyes turned red again. He was furious.

I took my pants and my shirt off. He gave me a warning look, which meant I had to take my bra off. I felt really scared and that's why I did it. I unlocked my bra and turned to Ryan, who was now kind of waiting for me. He looked at me from my head to my toes, and back. Then he looked at my breasts. I was disgusted by him. He slowly walked to me, and gently touched my face. "This is for the best, love" He tried.

Then he pushed me at the wall.

I gave him a scared look, but he really didn't seem to bother. He came really close to me and his lips touched mine. Slowly he trailed down my neck, planting sweet kisses along the length of my body until he reached my lower half. I felt the supple skin of his lips linger along the bend of my thigh, teasing me. A swell of heat emerged between my legs as he inched closer. A soft nudge and Ryan parted my legs, tenderly grasping my thighs on either side. Warm and wet, I felt his tongue trail over my clit with a feverish force.

"I want you" he whispered in a ragged breath.

"I want you so bad.." He added.

I couldn't resist his flattery. I just really wished this all would be over soon. The next second I could feel his willy slowly sliding into my vagina. I should've protested. I should've hit him in the face. But I didn't. I didn't in the hope he would leave me alone after this. "Ahhh" I gasped.

"Hmm yeah oh baby" He said during all of that.

That's when I lost my virginity.

I lost my virginity to Ryan.