↠ masochist ↞

cigarette

cigarette

I grabbed a cigarette from the little box I bought from someone at McDonalds.

Lighting it up, I inhaled and blew out after a few seconds. The smoke surrounded me.

I pulled up my sleeve and what happened next was totally out of my control.

I pushed the lit end of my cigarette into my wrist. It didn’t hurt. It felt wonderful, giving me a high like never before.

Now I wondered what was worse. Smoking or Cutting? Both were killing me.