Fem!Crush x Reader songfic: Watch (Billie Eilish)

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I love Bil. She'll be an upcoming x reader :) ♡♡ (ALSO: ANGST WARNING. HAPPY ENDING THOUGH <3)

Lips meet teeth and tounge
My heart skips eight beats at once

I smiled at (c/n) drunkenly. She giggled back. "Again."
I picked a random paper shred. The kiss?
French.
I blushed. Well. Shit.
She guffaws loudly, yelling random words such as 'your face'.

I roll my eyes, simply connecting our lips. She grunts and return the kiss, opening her mouth as I gently push my tongue into the gap she'd opened. Outside, I supposed we just looked like friends being drunk and teenagers.

On the inside?

I was dying.

She didn't care about how much I loved her. Hell, she didn't even know.

She had eyes for (BF/N). 

She'd pull away, smiling sweetly.

"That was something, (Y/N)."

If we were meant to be we would have been by now                                                                                            See what you wanna see but all I see is him right now

I smile gently, watching the two kiss. "You're really cute together."

(C/N) smiled. "I know."

They locked lips again as I sip my latte, feeling my soul shatter with every moment they stared into each other's eyes.

I'll sit and watch your car burn                                                                                                                                 With the fire that you started in me                                                                                                                          But you never came back to ask it out

We entered the classroom together, giggling at an inside joke we'd always told.

She passed a note to (BF/N), no doubt asking if he was free later. I smile, rage building inside me. 

I grab a book from her bag, ripping it in half. I drop it, realising what I'd done. (C/N) looks at me, confused.

I scream, running out of the classroom.

So go ahead and watch my heart burn                                                                                                                With the fire that you started in me                                                                                                                         But I'll never let you back to put it out

I stare at her blankly as I open the door to my house. "What?"

"I-I'm sorry for screaming at you the other day, (Y/N). I was just so-"

I glare at her, shutting the door. "I don't want to hear your 'I'm so lonely, love me!' bullshit anymore. Go fuck (Bf/N) or something."

Your love feels so fake                                                                                                                                                       And my demands aren't high to make                                                                                                                        If I could get to sleep I would have slept by now                                                                                               Your lies will never keep, I think we need to blow them out

I stare at my alarm clock. 3:56 A.M. And (C/N) is calling me. I pick up the phone. "What the fuck do you want? I haven't slept all night 'cuza your bullcrap with (BF/N)."

She sobs into the phone. "I'm sorry, he just gets on my nerves with how he always takes the other side-"

"I don't care. All I want is you to trust me. I-I don't think you even care about me, to be honest."

She gasps as I hang up.

"Fuck you." I whispered into the darkness, cupping my face with tired hands as I sob.

When you call my name,                                                                                                                                                     Do ya think I'll come running?                                                                                                                                    You never did the same                                                                                                                                                    So good at giving me nothing

I walk out of the school gates, pulling my phone and headphones out, awaiting the long walk home. A hand grips my shoulder, and as I spin around (C/N) greets me. 

"(Y/N), Are you ok? You haven't spoken to me-"

"I don't give a fuck. Leave me alone, all you've ever given me is mental issues and a pile of problems."

When you close your eyes do you picture me?                                                                                                   When you fantasize am I your fantasy?                                                                                                                        Now you know                                                                                                                                                                    Now I'm free

I open my eyes to see her.

"I dreamt about you last night, so I asked your Mother if I could wake you up."

"(C/N)-"

She shushes me. "I've been a shitty friend and I now understand why you've hated me."

I raise an eyebrow. She rolls her eyes. "Okay, I broke up with (Bf/N)."

She grins, kissing me for real this time.

"Hey there." I smile. "I forgive you, you fat cunt."

She smiles through happy tears. 

"I love you."

~~ 

A/N

Hey. I've been off for a while, so I haven't updated. I've had a ton of issues and my pc's been shitty so yeah.

Sorry for the 5 month late update haha.

thanks for not leaving me.

thanks for not leaving me

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