Recovery // styles [b2 Disorder]

six

"And written in these pages are the words I'd never say aloud. For if you could see even a glimpse into my mind, I'd afraid you'd hate me, too."

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March 15, 2016 - 13:41 -

Harry left only an hour ago and I already feel as though he'll never come back. He'll realize what a relief it is to be away from me, then he'll never return. That, I think is my biggest fear at the moment - that he'll see what the world is like without me in it and decide it's better off that way.

So I did it - again.

I skipped a meal to be thinner and I drew another line on my pale skin - another masterpiece.

Sincerely,

Rae

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March 15, 2016 - 12:52 -

It was strange walking outside without her by my side. I don't like the devoid feeling I get when I don't have her hand in mine while we walk the streets or when I see a couple sitting together by a cafe on the way to my new job. 

I don't like being without her.

Love Always,

Harry

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**obessively repeating the song All I Want by Kodaline**

Look at you, you're so fucking beautiful <3

thanks for reading :]

- hannah xoxo