Recovery // styles [b2 Disorder]

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"Even the best days come to an end."

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March 5, 2016 - 02:13 -

There are good days and bad days. Some days worse than others and some days I feel numb. Sure, I say I've gotten better - but it's not like I don't have that negative feeling in me anymore.

Sincerely,

Rae

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March 5, 2016 - 13:01 -

Rae has been nothing but quiet today and I'm worried. I just want to know if she's okay. 

Love Always, 

Harry

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Can I just have a small heart to heart with you guys? I don't know, I'm really emotional right now and I feel like I should be used to this already. We're having a get together at my house right now - and yeah, it might be my fault but - my family doesn't realize I'm even here. I went downstairs to try to be social and ended up being ignored so I went back up to my room. So now I'm up here typing this and eating a cold fish sandwich (because everyone ate an hour ago) - that I had to get from my cousin because everyone ate them - and crying because I realized that the only time my family recognizes I'm not down there is when I actually tell them I wasn't there. I know it shouldn't matter - but yeah - it hurts.

Sorry for that. 

You're wonderful <3

Thanks for reading :) 

- Hannah xoxo