If They Only Knew (a Zouis, Niam and Larry FanFic)

Chapter 8

Hey everyone! Wow this will be my third chapter in one day woo! I'm kinda close to 40 reads! So that's pretty decent for just starting out! Thanks to everyone who had read so far! I hope you are enjoying the story! And I hope you stay with me through the journey of this book I have some exciting stuff planned! And I'm very proud of this story and how it's coming along Please make sure to vote/comment/share with friends it means a lot!! Thanks lovelies:) here's chapter 8:) kinda short I'm might update a longer one tonight!!

-Hannah😘

Louis P.O.V.

My eyes fluttered open at the sound of my obnoxious alarm. I turned over to see it was 6:35. Ugh I have to get up because Niall comes to pick me up at 7:20. I roll out of bed and head to the bathroom. I turn on the shower to let it heat up. I grab my IPhone and put it on the speaker and play the playlist named "shower time." I hop in the hot shower and relax and the water runs down my body relaxing me. I take a deep breath. The shower is one of those times where I'm by myself and all the problems of my life are washed away. When I get in the shower I like to pretend I'm washing my problems down the drain, like they are all temporary. I turn the shower off and wrap a towel around my waist. I walk to the mirror and rub the steam off the mirror with my forearm. I look at my reflection and look at what I've become. I see a brown haired blue eyed boy who's smile doesn't reach his eyes. I see a person who is trying so hard to keep a secret that he just feels like a ballon waiting to burst one day. I look at my wrists and I see the scars some fresh and some old. When I look down I feel ashamed, horrified and alone. How could I do this to myself? I swore this would be a one time thing. But it wasn't. I thought it would help release the pain I kept inside but, then it got to a point it wasn't a choice it was a need.When I look down at my wrist the only thing that flashes through my mind is Zayn. He's the one who changed my perfect life into a living hell. He should be the one helping me, comforting me and kissing my scars to help me get better. He's the one who was supposed to make me feel important and loved.

But hey, you know what they say. Love is bullet proof until the one you love is behind the gun.

Niall P.O.V (surprise!)

I pulled up to Louis' house at the usual time. I honked the horn and he walked out. I've noticed something about Louis. His smile doesn't reach his eyes and his true personality seems to only come out around me. I hope he's okay. As he opened the door I screamed "HEY LOU LOU READY FOR SCHOOL." He chuckled and screamed back just as loud. "OF COURSE NI EVERYDAY IS A GREAT DAY WHEN IM AROUND YOU." I laughed as he jumped in the car. " we are freaks" he said "and I wouldn't have it any other way" I said as I smiled. As we were on the way to school I finally asked Louis the question that had been in my mind forever. "Hey Lou did you mention me when you talked to Liam?" I asked hopeful. He froze. What was that about?.. "Um oh yes Ni, I wanted to take it slow first and just ask him what team he played for." "And what did he freaking say?" I screamed as we almost ran a red light. "Woah slow down speed racer." Louis exclaimed "okay I'm clam tell me." I replied trying to clam my breathing "well let's just say you have another player on your roster." Louis smirked "HOLY SHIT!! Ahh Liam sexy ass Payne is gay woooooo!!!" I screamed. "Haha oh Niall keep your eyes on the road and let's get to school without dieing!." Louis said as he patted my leg "Okay I will" I was so happy until i thought how could THE Liam Payne even like me. I'm way out of his league. ugh even though he's gay he would never like anyone like me. Maybe I should keep my distance I can't have my heart being broken again. And besides why would someone like him even give me the time of day.

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