so i've been deciding to update every monday and friday, so...PLEASE remember that. i know this chapter will come out in a different day but after that i will go back to the regular schedule. and you can promise me that :)
|Harry|
Have you ever had that moment when someone finally accepts you and is at the edge of your life?
I feel like the weight just got off my shoulders. I was extremely happy that Louis said yes to our date. Yes, its a date. I'm very happy for him. Because he finally lets me into his life. It's sweet of him.
I've been wishing my whole entire life to be noticed by Louis Tomlinson and dated by him. And now I got my wish.
All these years I've been stalking him, tweeting him and never getting any replies, and plastering posters on my wall just for him.
The feeling of gratefulness comes beside my shoulders.
[...]
Its currently Louis' last song for the finishing of the gig. I watch him in extraordinary thoughts as he sang,
I'm standin' still without you
In the emptiest of fields
I wish that I could say what's on my mind
The straw that fills your heart
So you never have to feel
You say that you just need a little time
Days like these I bury my
My each and every word
And hide them underneath these lonely trees
The harvest moon is wicked
I know that you've been hurt
I swear I'm here for good I'll never leave
This is where it starts tonight
If you open up your heart tonight
You're staring out the window
And I'm out here in the street
You stand there like a scarecrow
And I'm begging you to speak
You used to be my solid ground
Now I'm drowning in the sea
And I just want to believe in you and me
I just want to believe in you and me
Heeya! Heey! Heeya! Heey
You used to be so full of life
Not just an empty shell
You're out there all alone I wonder why
The pieces keep on falling out
And I pick them up myself
But I'd let you steal the buttons from my eyes
Oh, this is where it starts tonight
If you open up your heart tonight
You're staring out the window
And I'm out here in the street
You stand there like a scarecrow
And I'm begging you to speak
You used to be my solid ground
Now I'm drowning in the sea
And I just want to believe in you and me
Yeah, I just want to believe in you and me
Heeya! Heey! Heeya! Heey
Heeya! Heey! Heeya! Heey
You said you'd open up for me
Well nothing's what it seems to be
How can I make you feel again
Only you can make me real again
You're staring out the window
And I'm out here in the street
You stand there like a scarecrow
And I'm begging you to speak
You used to be my solid ground
Now I'm drowning in the sea
I just want to believe in you and me
I just want to believe in you and me
You're staring out the window
I'm out here in the street
You stand there like a scarecrow
I'm begging you to speak
You used to be my solid ground
Now I'm drowning in the sea
And I just want to believe in you and me
Yeah, I just want to believe in you and me
Heeya! Heey! Heeya! Heey
You're staring out the window
I'm out here in the street
You stand there like a scarecrow
And I just want to believe in you and me
The song was so sweet and thoughtful. I never knew that his writing just send out a beautiful message. I clap for him as loud as I can I holler out a 'woo!' at Louis.
He giggles and smiles at me with the happiest blue eyes you could ever see. He approaches at me then I feel a rush of emotions on what a fangirl would have.
He runs after me and just jumps in for a hug, not caring about anyone else. I catch him and I just starting smiling again. Hes never been like this before. I let go of him after a few seconds and we both let out a huff. " Sorry, sorry, I was just so overwhelmed- with, all of this. " He steps a little back and acts like what a teenage girl would act like if she saw her own boyfriend.
I chuckle, " Heh, yeah. You were pretty incredible up there on the stage. " I compliment him.
A hue of pink runs on Louis' cheeks, he blinks down and focuses on his shoes. " Thank you. I mean- come on, you clapped for me. What else would I be more happier about? " He shrugs, I smile at his words.
I pull Louis in by my side and my arm around his waist. He blushes even more that I could even see Eleanor by the other table smirking her way to victory. " So shall we go to that date? " I question him.
" Yeah, we just need to take a stop by at my apartment with a cab. If thats okay with you. " I nod at his polite order as we walk out Starbucks.
We wait for another taxi, I just randomly poked him in the bellybutton I laugh. " What was that- " He get interrupted by a cab parking next to us. I open the door for him and Louis hops inside.
I hop inside and Louis thanks me, I give him a welcome. He asks the driver, " Can we take a stop by in Hunter Street where there is that big giant red brick building? Then I'll pay and we'll go to another location and you can drop us both there. " The driver nods.
" Hey, its alright I'll pay for you. " I tap him on the shoulder.
" Uh, well, okay. " He shrugs and I smirk at him.
[...]
We arrive at Louis' apartment I tell him he can go inside while I wait for him. I give the driver a few pounds and sat back in my seat.
A few minutes pass by and I'm starting to get a little impatient. I start bouncing my knee trying to find something to focus on then just Louis.
[...]
Its been already passed ten minutes and I'm starting to feel a little worried. Even the driver is a little pissed, so he asked me if I could check on him. He said that he'll wait for us. I walk inside the building then the thought of what where is his room. Dammit I should've asked Louis. I continue to explore the building swirling my head around the big ceiling.
Suddenly being the clumsy one I am I bumped into Louis and let out a little shriek. I laugh at him. " That wasn't funny! I thought I was going to be killed! " He acts a little melodramatic with his words. Then I looked up and down on him, his outfit was really nice.
" Sorry, are you ready? "
" Better than ever. " He grins.
And with that, we were off.
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