|April 24 , 2007 |
Today was just like every other morning . Except my uncle couldnt pick me up no more . His cancer was starting to catch up to him . It was hurting him and it was painful for me to watch him suffer . So i would just hop off my bed to give him a giant ass hug and get on a stool to kiss his cheek . And as usual he would make me cereal and have a brush ready to brush my hair . He never got used to putting it up in a ponytail so no matter what he did with it , it still looked like shit . " Baby I have something to tell you " Looking into his eyes i see tears welling up and lots of emotion ready to pour out . " The operation did not work . " He whispers trying to hold the tears back . I began to cry nd scream and throw a little fit . " You cant die on me Jay please i love you ." I say . I feel hisvshirt began to dampen with my tears . " I know you wont understand. I have six months baby . " He whispers . What The fuck . I begin to pack my bags . " What are you doing baby ? " He cries . "Im leaving you before you leave me . I slam the door in his face and use the house phone to call my mother . (phones picks up) " Who the hell is this ? " My mother coughs loudly into tje phone . She was smoking as usual . " Rosa im coming home " I cry . " No your not . Your going with your father . Im to busy to have a little brat like you here . " Hearing those words were nothing . It didnt matter anynore . Ive heard worse from her so i just hung up and called my father . Of course his old lookin ass said yes . More money on income tax if im with him . I grab my backpack and storm off outside to start walking . It wasnt too far . 4 Blocks Away . " Baby please dont go " I hear Jay yellin . It was too late . I was a stubborn ass little Bitch And i wasnt gonna change my mind .
Later That Night 10:30ish
(phone rings) I hear my father talking . Almost whispering . I dont quite remember but all i heard was " ill tell her when she wakes up " . I Didnt Want To hear it . Its ll bullshit But im so curios i pop outta bed and look in on my father . " Baby why you awake ." His eyes were a little swollen . Then something felt weird in my stomach . Something Was Missing . " Your uncle have just died an hour ago Beca . " Flashbacks flew threw my head . All my birthdays . When i lost my first tooth . EVERYTHING . Then everythingGot hazy and the world went blank .
