|April 25, 2007 |
" Baby get up . " My father shakes me . Your grandmother will be here totake care of you while i go to work . " I wanna go Home" i mumble . " Baby hes dead .. he died last night . Remember ? I feel tears welling up in my eyes . " How ? " " He hung himself . " he whispered . I let out a peircing screan followed by rivers of tears . I have just lost the man of my life . The man who gave raised me becuase my mother didnt want me . The man that would do anything for me is now dead . Gone . My father leaves . God i hate him . He has tried to touch me so many times when he was drunk . My uncle was the man who warned me about my own father . He was my hero . My fuckin everything . " Honey , Meet David . Your cousin . Remember him ? Its been a while " She shoves david to my face almost knocking me over . And guys .. When u think things couldnt get worst .. it did .. A million times worst .
