The way he looks at me makes my fall. His eyes are like the ocean,the longer you look at them the clamer you get. His hugs are like a teddy bear; soft and gentle, but firm and loving at the same time. I know I can't have him, but that makes me want...
(Flashback) I was too young so I used a fake ID in a bar. And that's when I saw HIMMM!!!!!!And all I could think was DAMN HES HOT his jaw like could cut me open. And his cheek bone was ughhhhhhh. It was so amazing I couldn't even explain it. It was like love at first sight. He started to come over here and I wanted to run but I was so excited that he noticed me that I forgot how to move. He came over and said, "Can I buy you a drink?" I was silent at first and he gave me a weird look. Then I remembered that people can't read minds and I said, " YES!!" "I mean sure." And he laughed. And I smiled. While he was talking to me I started day dreaming about him and me........ (Flash forward) I was at the hospital and it was too early for me to go into labor. Idek why I'm here if it's too early. The doctor said March 31 was the due date and its February 28th it's too early. And then they tell me that the baby is in distress so they have toy do an emergency C-section. When I came out of serve he was crying and I started to cry too. I thought that the baby had died. Then he picked his head up and....
(Back to the present) My sophomore year of high school. And I am going to a different school. It has fancy people. I hope that I will meet some nice people. I wanted to make a good impression that I was good but not too good. So I wore a white tank top that had a v cut beach and a peach pair of pants. With some peachy pink heels.
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When I got there I couldn't wait to him. Author— I didn't want to give out his name at the beginning of the book but now I'm saying. Jk but if you want to know who he is go read LaurenTopz story. She is an amazing writer. — this was my first day at the school so some people had to show me around. Their name was Alexis and Angel. They both sound nice so I'm wishing for the best. I don't want any drama at this new school. Hopefully nun of them know what happened to me during the shooting. When I go into the front office they are waiting for me. They were both wearing sexy outfits. Alexis was wearing a black cropped top adidas joggers. And a pink adidas jacket.
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Angel is wearing a Calvin Klein top with a fishnet stockings and jeans.
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She (Angel)came up to me and said, "Hey I'm angel and this is my best friend Alexis and we're here toy show you around" Then I said, " Hi I'm hope although I'm sure you know that already. Where will we go first." Then she said, "To the cafeteria" We walked to the cafeteria in complete silence. It was AKWARD. I wanted to start a conversation but I didn't know what to talk about. Then I blurted out, "My boyfriend goes to this school have you seen him around? He has blue eyes black hair normally wears a thrasher T-shirt and joggers with an Apple Watch on his wrist." Angel looked back at me pale. I wondered why so I looked at Alexis and mouthed, "Is she ok?" Alexis then said, " don't worry about it." Then we went to the gym and then they showed me to all of my classes. They were silent and Angel was upset. I didn't know what I did wrong but I did something. I was in 4th period once we finished the tour and luckily he was there. But so was Angel. She was almost by him but then moved once she saw me walk into class. She still seems really upset but I can't figure out why. Maybe her and him went out before me and him. But that can't be because he tdidn't date anyone till me. She was staring at him the entire time. She may like him. If she does then I will feel so bad because I have him. When the bell rang I went up to Angel and asked, "Do you like him?" And she walked away with tears in her eyes. I felt so bad that I would hurt someone like that. 5th period passed really fast and so did 6th and 7th. I wanted to help Angel with whatever was wrong. I went home and was upset that I made her upset. I called him and said, "Hey how was your day?" He said, "Good. Yours?" I said, "it was ok I guess." He said, " I have to go." And the hung up. It was a little strange but it was ok. He was going through a lot of family issues and was mostly not allowed to be on his phone. I got really tired. So I got into my PJs which was a gray all in one. Which was really short and went up to my higher thigh. And it also had a v neck
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He normally text me goodnight so I wait for the message. We text on Snapchat most of the time. He says it's easier because if he gets a new phone he doesn't have to put in all of the numbers. I take a picture in front of the mirror and say, "Goodnight I love you baby." Then he opens the snap and sends a pic on his....and says, "I love you too goodnight." Then I lay in my bed in a very conferrable position. My head on the pillow, my legs ticked up to my chest and my hands under the pillow. And it took a good 45 minutes but then I finally started to doze off. Then my phone went off and I was so tired that I didn't answer it. Then I went to sleep.
I know it's been a while since I've updated but there you go. Yes I did leave you on a cliffhanger but that's how most chapters will go. Me and LaurenTopz did this chapter together. She is such an amazing author. Y'all should go and read her book Perfectly curvy. Much love ❤️ 💕 💗 —Author .
