Something about "HIM"

The end (maybe)

Fuck my life. I...I don't even know what to do. I got Anonymous text with a video. And it was of Him and Angel....he told her to call him daddy. And then he said that he would fuck the shit out of her. Fuck.... I'm done with boyfriends and everything. And then I got a text from him saying, "I think....I think someone is beautiful at school and I might like her."
I don't even know what to say. It's too much all at once. I got a phone number from Alexis or Angel. Oh well I called the number and they answered.
They said, "Hello....who is this?"
Then I say, "Hey this is Hope....your like my only friend right now can I talk to you."
She said, "Sure what do you need to talk about?"
I then said, "(Him)<<the guys name...He likes Angel and I don't know what to do. We are in love and he thinks he likes her. He thinks she's pretty and he told her to call him daddy and that he would fuck the shit out of her."
Then the person on the phone said, "Where did you hear this."
Then I said, "I got a text from a unknown number that sent me a video of this...wait is this Alexis or Angel."
After she hung up. I figured that it was Angel because she hung up when I asked.
     When I got to school it was AKWARD in 4th period because he was trying to talk to me but I wouldn't talk to him. Also Angel was giving him a lustful stare. I wanted to punch her. When the bell rang he said... "Ok about what I texted you. I'm sorry I just wanted to tell you the truth. I do love you and I don't want us to end. If you want that then I can't stop you, but I DON'T EVER want to break up."
     Then I said, "What about you telling angel to call you daddy and you telling her that you would fuck the shit out of her. What about that. If you want to do that then go right ahead but if you do then we are over. And if I see you telling her to fall you daddy again then we are over." And then I ran away because he looked at angel and then sighed. I kept denying it but I knew that someday they will be together. We have been through a lot so why would he do this to me.

     (Flash back)
     And then he picked up his head and.....he said words that would stick with me forever....The baby lived.....I couldn't believe it I was so happy. When they brought the baby in there I just wanted to touch it. The doctor said that the baby's heart stopped for 31 seconds exactly but they started it just in time. I was so relieved when they said that.

(Back to the present)
When walking in the halls I tried to avoid angel and Ian it was really hard to. He knew my Schedule. So did Angel since she showed me around. During lunch it was nice because my mom came and got me. She said that I needed to go to the doctor to get tested.
     I said, "mom why do I need to be tested? and wtf am I getting tested for?"
      My mom said, "You need to get tested for cancer. And the reason is because....I have stage 3 brain cancer."
     When my mom said cancer I looked at her and I didn't know what to say. Do I call Ian do I hug her. I don't know what to do. Wait stage 3 omfg there are 4 stages. She might die.
     When we got to the doctors office they took me into CT and looked at my brain scans. When I came out I felt a little dizzy but I was fine.
(Flash forward)
"Why could this happen" "it should've been me"
(Back to present)
     My mom asked the doctor if my CT was clear and what he said was.........I didn't know how to react to the news. I called Ian when the doctor told me.  And I told Ian the news. He didn't know how to react either.
"Mom are you ok?" I said in between breaths. (I was crying so much that I couldn't breathe.
"I........" she paused for a moment. "I don't know"
Hearing her say this was heart breaking. I just want her to be ok. I ask the doctor, "Is my moms tumor removable?"
"Yes" the doctor says.
"Can you remove it"My mom asks
"Yes" the doctor replied
"Then do it." My mom says
"When?"The doctor asks
"How about now?"My mom asks
"That sounds good. Would you like to a DNR"
"Yes"My mom replies
I go to the waiting room and they take her into surgery. It seems like hours I pass the time by eating or playing on my phone. The process went. Get a bag of chips. Watch an episode of greys anatomy. Get a water. Watch another episode o greys anatomy. And repeat. It was very stressful waiting on the doctor. There went by 1 hour then 2 then 3,4,5 it seemed like forever. Then finally the doctor came out and said to me.........

I know that this chapter was wow. And there was a lot that happened. Yes 2 cliffhangers sorry. Hope will have a lot going on in he future. There will be more to come with Ian. NO IAN IS NOT HIM. HE IS SOMEONE THAT WILL COME IN THE FUTURE. Much love ❤️ 💕 💗—Author