That should have been me..
But I fucked up
I was supposed to be in his position
But it was too late for me
I wished I was a worthy girlfriend to you.
So it's true...
Regrets are felt in the end
"Do you take Kim Jong In as your beloved husband until death?" The pastor's now in the process of pronouncing you as husband and wife. Do you still remember when we're still young? We're in front of your pictures' closet, pretending to be marrying each other?
"I do." And I just thought you answered my thoughts, but yeah you're undergoing a wedding ceremony.
Why did I even choose to fuck up? When I even loved you so much? You were the answer to all my prayers, and you were the reason why I changed after me moving on from my ex Chaeyoung.
Flashback (3rd person POV- Epistolary)
Momo: Hi Jagi:)
Dahyun: (seen)
Momo: Jagi!!
Dahyun: What?
Momo: Can I visit your house?
Dahyun: Huh? Why would you?
Momo: I've prepared foods for you:)
Dahyun: Sorry but no one's in the house.
Dahyun: And can we just chat later I'm playing ROS. I might lose coz of those notifs.
Momo: Ohh ok
Momo: Jagi!!
Dahyun: (Seen)
Momo: Jagi can I go now?
Dahyun: Hey I'm playing ROS
Momo: Up until tonight? That's bad for your health
Dahyun: Why do you care?
Momo: Coz I'm your girlfriend
Dahyun: Wtvr. Just don't bother I'm playing.
And the rest is up to your imagination.
End of flashback
Why did I even choose that stupid game that drifted us apart? What do I always choose the wrong choice? First, I slept with Sana and I even shooed Chaeyoung away. And now... Why??!!
"I now pronounce Mr. Kim Jong In and Mrs Kim- Hirai Momo as husband and wife!" Everybody cheered you both, also me. Although it hurts. I wished it was my name being announced by the pastor.
Time skip
I'm done with all this shit. Why do I have to be like this? Why do I feel regrets when it's too late? I should have just realized what's wrong sooner. Then I wouldn't have fucked up. I'm now standing at this bridge, full of regrets and wishes.. that I know will never be granted.
Bye.. To the ones I've hurt... And everything went black.
I opened up my eyes, seeing a very bright light. Who would have thought that I'll still end up in heaven after all the mess I've done?
"Finally you're awake miss." And a beautiful angel.. Came to me.
"Uhhmm.. Was I allowed to enter the gates of heaven?" I asked her.
"What are you talking about? You're in the hospital."
And we ended up talking with each other. She's a girlfriend material I conclude.. But for my new life, my resolution is not to fall in love and be with a relationship again. Because I know that I'll fuck up like what I did before. Maybe we could stay as friends..
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Ok so as you can see, I've included some events from DubChaeng's one shot Too Late. So yes this is kinda a part 2 of that with just focusing on Dahyun's part.
And why did I include ROS (Rules of Survival)? Well I'm not against it, I'm actually playing it sometimes. I'm only against some people prioritizing ROS or any other games over their loved ones.
Gaming is okay.
Being addicted to games is still okay
But choosing gaming over your gf/bf and ending up hurting them is definitely not okay.
Be sure you could still give time to your partner even if you're gaming. Remember. Gaming, just like other third parties or flings just give you temporary pleasure, but it could never replace an almost unconditional love from you partners. If you don't agree, it's your choice. It'll be your lost anyway.
And why did I write this? I'm just pissed on short stories at fb. Tas ano magpapa-like sila ng dp para raw mapost part 2? Eh wala namang nagyayari. Galawan niyo jusko. Gigil niyo ako ah!
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And I'll be updating DahMo: Cupid anytime soon:)
