Chapter 3

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I finally realized that i lost him.....maybe for good.

Before we even went out he wanted me to ask my best friend out for him and maybe that should've been a sign that he wasn't mine from the start. I hate that i still love him.. i just cant let go and i hate it. I hate that i still love him. I hate how stupid i am to just fall into his arms whenever he wants to open them and let me in. I know that sounds weird so don't think negative but its just something about him that i am so stuck on. I don't know what it is but i cant let go.

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i guess its just the worst... i was listening to The Worst by Jhene Aiko and sat on the couch and closed my diary that i wrote all my thoughts in and just listened to the words that explain my story

i dont need you i dont need you i dont need you i dont need you but i still want you...

i dont mean to i dont mean to i dont mean i dont mean to but i love you...

Is what i wrote over and over again

I cant keep running away

But everytime i run away i come right back like a yoyo and he got me tied around his finger...

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