(2018 OLD) lovesick; seokshua oneshots

fondon is overrated, fondmin is where its at.

in which people always talk about how much vernon stares at seungkwan but not how much seokmin stares at jisoo. 

edited • 13/5/18

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it was cute. at least that's what soonyoung would say. sometimes he didn't even have to say it. seokmin would look over to him and see the grin on soonyoungs face while his eyes flicked between seokmin and jisoo. 

its not like seokmin could really help it, jisoo was god sent. who wouldn't stare at him, given the opportunity?

there was this thing about jisoo. looking at him was looking at more than just his face, it was more than just admiring his visuals. although seokmin did love to admire his hyungs visuals. 

jisoo had such fair skin albeit sometimes being littered with little scars or traces of acne. jisoo had pretty and almost cat-like, almond shaped, eyes that often shined as he spoke. his soft hair that was often slightly pushed up, its like jisoo's hair was tempting seokmin into touching it. jisoo was also very proper and upright, jisoo never slouched and always paid attention to anything anyone said. jisoo had this soft pretty kind of casual laugh that made his perfect lips form into a huge grin. sometimes jisoo had a more out of breath and long laugh that sent shivers down seokmin's spine. but seokmin's favourite physical part of jisoo was his lips. 

jisoo had the most delicate and perfectly formed lips that seokmin had ever seen. they were full but not too full and were such a beautiful shape. seokmin couldn't help but admire them. he also took notice of how jisoo always had a tube of lip balm on him wherever he went. seokmin would often catch him applying some while in the buses or right before they went on stage. 

but looking at jisoo was more than that. looking at jisoo was admiring his smiles and the different ones he gave depending on the context. looking at jisoo was appreciating the way his eyebrows furrowed or raised depending on what the other person had said. looking at jisoo was reading his feelings and emotions all across his face. at least that's what it was to seokmin. 

when seokmin had told soonyoung about this the elder gave him an off look. 

"when i look at jisoo i cant read his emotions?" soonyoung frowned, stuffing another chip into his mouth. 

seokmin found that hard to understand. how could you not? jisoo was like an open book. 

"seokminnie did it ever cross your mind that you two spend so much time together that you've gotten more used to reading jisoo? i mean sure we've all been on his team for a long time but your relationship seems more intimate i guess. he's not as easy to read as you think"

seokmin had to admit, soonyoung was at least partially correct. he and jisoo had gotten a lot closer recently because of jisoo coming to seokmin with a secret. a secret involving yoon jeonghan. 

seokmin would never have suspected jisoo to be gay. it came out so fast and jisoo was crying so all seokmin could do was comfort him. he, himself, had never thought about it too much, nor did he really have any opinions on the matter but the fact that jisoo was right there made seokmin's stomach churn. jisoo didn't deserve to feel such pain. 

jisoo got over jeonghan faster than seokmin was anticipating. he remembered being absolutely smitten over a girl when he was in high school and it took him months to get over her. whereas for jisoo it only took 3 weeks. seokmin asked jisoo what made it so wasy and the elder boy responded with:

"i had you seokminnie, to help me"

seokmin felt his stomach churn again but this time in a different, more pleasant, way.