(2018 OLD) lovesick; seokshua oneshots

want you back

where my 5sos hoes at??? (ps this is so badly written whelp)

in which jisoo realises just how much he needs lee seokmin

non idol au! flashbacks in italics.

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jisoo didn't expect it to last this long. of course he knew that going through a breakup would sting, or in jisoo's case, hurt so bad it felt like he was dying. the entire thing hurt, from the fight they had before, to breaking up, to the aftermath. jisoo thought of that fight every time he walked through his front door.

"min come on!" jisoo had yelled "it's not like that and you know it!"

seokmin shook his head "you'll never change will you? jisoo we've been dating for almost a year and you still refuse to tell anyone. do you know how hard that is on me? on us?" 

jisoo wished he could say something but he knew seokmin was right.

"i've been trying so hard, to just keep us. i've been trying to make this work but the moment we step into a room with any of our friends you immediately leave me, it's like you don't even want to be seen with me! i'm your boyfriend, in their eyes im supposed to be your best friend and yet all you do is leave me!" seokmin didn't yell. he never yelled, especially not at jisoo. but the sadness and disappointment in his voice made jisoo wish he was yelling instead. 

"seok i'm sorry-"

"this will never work" seokmin said softly as he slipped his black jean jacket on, the one with the red roses embroidered on the sleeves "i cant keep doing this jisoo. we can't keep doing this"

jisoo couldn't say anything, he just watched as seokmin took his bag and left his apartment. closing the door behind him. jisoo then moved to the door, reaching onto the handle, but then realised he was too late. seokmin was gone. they were over. 

jisoo turned with his back against the door as he slowly slid to the floor before placing his head in between his knees as the tears started falling down his face. little did jisoo know that seokmin was on the other side of the door. sitting there just like he was, regretting everything. 

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"shua~" jeonghan yelled as he led himself into jisoo's apartment, slamming the door open with a plastic bag in his left hand "your saviour is here"

"jeonghan, i need not to be saved thanks" jisoo sighed from the couch as he placed his book down on the coffee table. 

"nonsense!" jeonghan exclaimed as he threw himself onto the couch "you need to get out of this apartment"

jisoo looked offended for a moment and shoved jeonghan "i happen to like my home"

jeonghan nodded " i know i know but you need to get out of this slump, its been almost a month shua, it's time to move on" 

jisoo hated how pitiful jeonghan sounded.

"i've moved on han, i know he's gone" jisoo shrugged and jeonghan rolled his eyes, 

"talk to me shua, let it all out, i know this hurts. it's okay to hurt but you need to talk it out in order to feel closure" jisoo knew jeonghan was right, he often was despite his childlike personality.