I wake up with a killer head ache and turn around in the bed thinking I was in my house,but I realized I was in this girls house.Memories of us hooking up last night flash trough my mind and I sigh,quietly getting out of the bed.As I was putting on my jeans the girl turns in the bed and I close my eyes thinking I woke her up,but she just kept sleeping.I look at her laying in the bed the sheets only covering her legs,but the only thing I can think of is a certain y/e/c girl.I take my jacket and get out the apartment,quickly looking around the neighborhood to see where I was.As I walk down the street,I put a cigarette in my mouth and let the smoke fill my lungs.What fuck am I doing with myself?I have cheated on the greatest girl I could get and treated her like shit,why?Cause I was an ignorant jealous fuck who was young,dumb and only gave a fuck about myself.I walk into a supermarket and buy myself water then walk out.My phone rings as I walk into my house and I answer it not looking at the ID.
"Hi Lauren"I hear Y/N's beautiful voice say and a smile creeps on my face for the first time in days.
"Hey Y/N,whats up?"I ask as I sit down on the counter in my kitchen.
"Oh I was just wondering if u still wanted to get that coffee,so I know what to plan for today?"She says and even a wider smile makes its way on my face.
"Of course..."I look at my watch to see its 10 AM."I'll meet you at the cafe around the corner at 1?"I say and she hums.
"Yeah works for me"She says and I hop of the counter."I'll see you then"She says and I nod
"Yeah see ya bye"I say and she hangs up.I go to my bathroom and go into the shower letting the hot water cover my body.I hiss as the shampoo runs down my back and I remember that the girl from last night scratched my back.After I finish showering I walk out and go to my closet picking an outfit.
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I walk back into the bathroom and start doing my makeup as I look at myself in the mirror I see the hickeys that the girl from last night left on my neck and I shake my head in disappointment of what I have become.I cover the hickeys with some makeup and then do my face.I walk into the cafe and find her sitting in a booth.As I approach she looks up and waves at me with a slight smile.
"Hi Lauren"She says and I sit across from her.
"Hi"I say and I look at what she is wearing.
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As I was looking at what she is wearing I noticed she had hickeys on her neck and I looked down.She didn't even try to cover them,but I mean why should she?She is married now she has nothing to hide.Still it hurts me to know I don't have her anymore,but it was all my fault.
Y/N's POV
I noticed that Lauren looked at my neck and then looked down with a frown on her face.She saw the hickeys I guess.I didn't really have time to cover them and Camila wouldn't let me either way.In her words she was marking her territory so that Lauren knows Im hers,as if the ring isn't enough.
"You okay?"I ask and she quickly looks up nodding.
"Yeah sorry I just umm got distracted"She says and I nod.The waitress walks up to us with a smile.
"Hi Im Megan I will be serving you today.What would you like to order?"She says politely.
"I'll have a regular coffee"I say and she nods
"I'll have black coffee"Lauren says and Megan nods,walking away."Mind if I smoke?"She asks and I shake my head.
"Go ahead,although it's not good for ya"I say and she pulls out a box of cigarettes and a lighter.
"Like I give a damn"She mumbles thinking I wouldn't hear,but I did.
"Lauren you should still take care of yourself"I say concern obvious in my voice,she shrugs and I sigh."So you wanted to talk?"I ask and Megan arrives with our drinks."Thank you"Lauren and me say at the same time.
"Yeah.Look I know there is no way for me to apologize enough for what I did.I know how big of an asshole I was and I wish so badly I could go back and slap some sense into myself,cause I regret it so badly.I obviously didn't want to lose you,but I ended up doing that by only caring about myself.I can't even imagine how it was for you and for Luna and Ariana,but on the bright side at least you had Camila and the girls"She says and I hide how much her words were hitting me.
"Why though?"I ask and she looks at me confused
"Why what?"
"Why did you cheat and act like that?"I ask and she sighs.
"I was an ignorant jealous asshole.I was young I didn't even get the fact that I was a mom to my brain yet.And I was extremely jealous of Camila and you and thought you were cheating on me with her,s-"
"I wasn't"I growl and she nods.
"I know that,I was dumb for thinking that.So as I was saying,I started cheating too cause I thought you were doing,not thinking for a second to talk to you about it.And not thinking about how you or our kids would feel.I am so so sorry from the bottom of my heart Y/N"She says with tears in her eyes and I take a sip of my coffee,holding back everything I was feeling.
"Okay"I say and she raises an eyebrow.
"Okay?"She asks and I sigh.
"Im glad I finally got an explanation,but its kinda late now."I say and she frowns.Why is she frowning?Was she expecting on me to just run back to her,while I am obviously married?
"Can you try to get Luna and Ari to give me a chance to talk with them?"She asks and I nod
"I'll try"And after some more talking I head home.Why did she have to do that?If she didn't everything would have been different,guess its too late now.
A/N:Here you guys go a new chapter.I hope ya'll liked it,please comment and vote it would mean a lot.Love ya stay strong
