Sorry... (Garroth x Reader) [FINISHED]

Her Birthday

  UGHHH I already wrote like 650 words and it all got deleted and I wasn't motivated to write it all again so that's why I haven't updated recentlyyy

  Oh btw, remmeber when i said it would be like a Mystreet Boys x reader but you know it would be Garroth? Yeaa, I changed mah mind :3

  (Your POV)

  (About a week later)

  I'm so excited for today! Aaron promised to spend the day with me yesterday. He hasn't been able to yet, so today is gonna be great! When I woke up, I didn't feel tired at all. Ever since high school, he seemed to stop aknoledging my existence.

  As I sat up in my bed, I heard foot steps. When I looked up, I saw Aaron walking downstairs, holding hands with Aphmau. They were heading for the front door. I ran quickly and reached them before Aaron opened the door. They turned around confused.

  "U-Uh," I stuttered. "A-Aaron, weren't you... gonna spend some t-time with me today..?" I asked him.

  "Oh, (Y/N), sorry, I promised Aph that I would spend today with her about a week ago, and I forgot to tell you. Sorry, see ya!" Aaron said. He opened the door and pulled Aphmau through.

  "W-Wait-" I started before the door shut quickly. "Oh..." I sighed. "Acutally... maybe someone else is in the house!" I told myself hopefully. I walked upstairs quietly, because it was still morning, and knocked on all of the bedroom doors. No one answered. Not even Lucinda or Kawaii~Chan.

  They never wake up this early...

  I sadly trudged back downstairs and into the kitchen.

  Did my own brother really forget my birthday...?

  I sighed and sat on one of the bar stools.

  N-No! They might be... planning something? I don't know...

  Ugh. I walked to the closet and pulled out a pack of cake mix that I bought yesterday.

  (Time skip a couple of hours cuz idk how 2 make cake)

  I looked at my cake. It was a cylinder shape, but I still had to add decorations. I pulled out frosting I also bought yesterday, candles, and strawberries. I put chocolate substitute frosting on the sides and vanilla on the top. Eh, frosting's okay, not my favorite, but this one brand is the only kind I like. I put strawberries around the rim of the top and a candle next to each strawberry.

  I stood back and looked at the finished product. It looked delicious, but I still felt so incomplete. No one is here. I should be used to it, right? I'm usually alone... but why does it feel so much more painful now? I cut a slice of cake and ate it. I packed up the rest of it and put it in the fridge.

  What now?

  My feet led me back down to my bed. I laid down and started watching Youtube. The next time I looked at the clock, it was 8:30 p.m. No one came home. I sat up and hugged my legs with my head buried in them. Garroth seemed so happy to do something with Travis and Dante yesterday, so I said he should go for it. Should I have told him today was my birthday? No...

  He would probably feel worse to spend time with me anyway. Not even my own brother wants to spend any time with me. No one cares anyway, I'm just a burden. Why did I think that anyone even cares-

  "Hey, could you stop being so loud? I can't sleep." said a cold voice. I looked up at the person. It was Zane. His face suddenly turned worried. Why? I don't know. "H-Hey," Zane said as he started walking toward me cautiously. "Why a-are you crying?"

  Crying? What is he talking about?

  I took one of my hands and felt my cheek. It was stained with tears. Oh. I didn't even realize I was crying while thinking about... everything, pretty much. "N-Nothing... I-It doesn't matter. I d-don't matter..." I mumbled as I wiped my tears with my sleeve.

  He sat on the bed and put his hands on my shoulders, forcing me to look at him, a shocked expression plastered on my face. "Yes, you do matter!" Zane told me sternly, a hint of anger of what I said in his voice.

  "B-But I-"

  "No! Never say that again!" He sighed. "Now... why were you crying?" he asked calmly as he released his hands from my shoulders and sat, patiently waiting for an answer.

  "W-Well... before this v-vacation, I hadn't seen Aaron since c-college. It seemed l-like he forgot that I existed back in high school, though. A lot of... rough things were h-happening to both of us back then. H-He met Aphmau, and he seemed so happy. I-I used to be the one that made h-him happy, but ever since she came, he barely even talks t-to me." I started. He nodded to let me know that he was listening.

  H-he's actually listening to me?

  "Of course, I-I would never blame Aphmau! A-After all, we were in the same grade and in the s-same school, and Aaron never told her a-about me. No one really knew who I was, and if they did, they hated my because the whole school knew my brother. I'm just a backround character... No one wanted to get to know me and they all judged me because of A-Aaron..." I continued.

  "Yesterday, Aaron p-promised me that he would spend the day with me today, but when I asked h-him about it today, he said he promised Aphmau before he p-promised me and he ran out of the door. A-And... today i-is my birthday... We used to be so close, and then he just pushed me aside and basically forgot me. I don't-" I was cut off by Zane lunging forward and hugging me tightly. "H-Huh..?" I managed to say.

  "I understand how you feel. I felt like that, but with Garroth instead. He was so good, everyone expected me to be the same, but I wasn't the same. People forgot about me, or expected too much of me." Zane explained. I started crying. Not sobbing, just crying, soft enough that I could talk. "Hey," he said and stopped hugging me. "Wanna be friends?" I nodded happily. He smiled. "Good. If you ever need to talk about anything, good or bad, you can talk to me. Also, I'll spend the day with you tomorrow. Does that sound good?"

  "Y-Yeah..." I agreed.

  "Okay. Now, you should get some sleep." He got off of the bed and started walking away. After a few steps, he turned around and gave me a friendly smile. "Goodnight."

  UGHH 1153 WRRDDDZZ

  DOING THIS ALL AT ONCE WAS TIRING but i didn't want it to save wrong again >~<
Welp THERE YOU GO HANNAH STOP RUSHING MEEEE
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beh :P

  ~Muffin