*TRIGGER WARNING*
If you are contemplating suicide, please read this.
First of all, please know that all of you are important to me. I love you all.
If you are seriously considering it, please picture this situation in your head.
You have had a horrible week.
You run to your room with a razor and a few bottles of pills.
You are standing in the corner of the room.
You cut.
Deeper than ever before.
You grab 5 pills of each of the 3 bottles.
15 pills.
You take all of them.
You start to feel really dizzy.
You go lay down in your bed.
And you die in your sleep.
Your sibling comes into your room to tell you breakfast is ready.
He/she calls your name and tries to wake you up, thinking you're asleep.
They get your mom
Your mom comes in to wake you up, and realizes what happened
She screams out, and your dad comes running in
They rush you to the hospital
It's too late
At your funeral
Everyone you knew shows up
Everyone is crying
Everyone is mourning
And your best friend?
They develop depression, just like you did.
It takes your school years to mourn you
All the halls are silent on your birthday
But it takes your family so much longer
Your dad becomes a drunk, and your parents divorce
Your sibling is finally old enough to understand what happened to you
And they miss you dearly.
They cry every night
Trying to understand what they did wrong
And your best friend?
They attempt
and fail
at killing themselves.
Without you, lives of the people around you have changed
For the worst
Your friends and family will miss you.
I promise.
If you are ever contemplating suicide, read this
Know that i love you
So many others do too
Bye
