March 11, 2018
I'm hiding in my room
My dad is drunk, again
My mom can't take it
They are screaming at each other
My mom tells him how he doesn't know he is drunk
My dad denies it
My mom cries out in frustration
My brother comes in my room, tears in his eyes
He askes me why mommy and daddy are yelling
I try my best to comfort him
After a while, the screaming stops
My mom comes out, eyes red
My dad stays in his room
He is still screaming
At no one
I try my best to make my mom feel better
My dad comes out
He tries to start it back up
I stand up for my mom, I tell him off
He grounds me until Christmas and storms back to his room
I run to my room, now crying
My grandma comes an tells me not to cry
I send her out
She tells me she wants to move, and leaves
I cry more
I get the razor
One cut.
Two cuts.
Three cuts.
I'm bleeding
After a few more, I put it back
I fall asleep crying
If you suffer from this kind of situation or similar, don't be afraid to talk to someone. My dms are always open.
I love you all
