The way I acted around my crushes make me look stupid very stupid just like how it all started with That Stupid APPLE! Litterely Stupid Apple Stupid! Just one day if i can find a way to be better than Paige! It's going to happen sooner or later.I mean if I lost my diary I would die, because the fact that it's all about Paige,and Ethan, ughh I just can't stand to see their names together since I've been friends with Paige I've always felt like the third wheel . But it's a new year and it's time to get my mind off of Paige. Diary if I could only speak to you oncenthat would be so great (amazing) no one and I mean no one understands how much I am aching to just say " Ethan your so cute I like you so much!" I just dont have the guts to say it. I can't stand Paige blabbing her mouth about Ethan. Ethan Ethan Ethan it's all she talks about Ethan! Like really cut itt we know you like Ethan Just hike up your skirt and ask hime out already , if I was able to say thst I really really would say that. But since everyone follows stupid Paige Marie she says guys have to ask the girls out unless your not in her clique then they would ask but since I can't I mean I would if I could. Should I? I have no idea but I don't know. Woah that was really close Paige came by just now and said "Hey Nia what are you writing in your stupid Ver Bradely Diary umh?"I didn't say anything back but her clique started laughing really loud that made our teacher have to say why are you guys laughing? An since it's intervention we get to do anything and take anything out Paige said "Nothing were just watching this video on my phone". OMG! I want to punch