14| Sorry Not Sorry

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Izzy
After the show the crew and I all had a big meal together at a restaurant in central London.

" I just want to say thanks to everyone who made this possible. Cheers." Shawn smiled.

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We started heading towards the hotel.

Andrew, Ziggy, Zubin, Teddy, Scott, Mike, Geoff and Josiah walked ahead.

Shawn and I were left walking at the back. Far at the back that we lost them. I did want it to come to this but I ended putting my headphones in my ears. I know, it's kinda rude, but I wasn't in the mood to talk to Shawn,

"Isabella." I did not reply.

" Isabella!" Shawn pulled my headphones from my ears.

"Hey, I was listening to that!" I screech at him.

He pulls my to the side of the pavement we are stood on a bridge.

" Look Izzy, I know things have been tough recently. I-I just was to say I'm sorry..."

I shrug at him and start walking again but he pulls me back.

" Isabella, I've been holding this off for too long. You're right, we do have a thing for each other." My ears shoot up but I carry on walking. That's not enough to get me on his side.  "I'm fed up of you acting like you are not ok," he continues. "and, I'm not because you're not..."

" Yes yes, and so on, after all i'm just a 'fuck girl.'"

"So let's be together and be happy." He puts he hand on his head and brushes his hair. "

"I love you Izzy." Shawn grabs both my hands. "I care about tour and I care about you Isabella. I would be honoured if you would you on a date with me."

My gut says no but my heart says yes.

I turned and ran.

"I'm sorry Shawn." I shout behind me.

{did Shawn just get dissed. OUCH.}

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