Her Hidden Story..

Couldn't Help But Think,

                   "I'm not freaky baby..'  I giggled over the phone, he laughed a little "I can fix that but u have to trust me.." My smile disappeared. I loved him.. And I had hoped he felt the same.. We always had this talk. It gave me butterflies. Knowing he wants me, I can't help but hope he thinks like me.. I always thought of him..Inside of me.. I don't know. Though I was a virgin. I couldn't help but have these ideas go through my mind. Of how slow he would go, How he wouldn't hurt me.

                                          He taught me he was the guy to call. When I needed him to never hesitate. I was his and he was mine. Sleep was out of the question all night I tossed and turned, wishing he was asleep next to me. Wondering when I would feel his touch, I wanted to wake up to him holding me. I couldn't help but beg for his attention at night..forcing him to stay up.. Make sure he listened to my needs and I met his needs. I couldn't help but know he loved me. He told me, I thought.... I thought he did.

                                                     I was nieve, and fucking stupid. Maybe he did..Maybe I did need him... What if he did love me. Push, Push through the pain I was put through..just so I could feel his touch or even hear his voice..that I found so sexy, that I couldn't help but melt when I heard it.

                                                                             "Baby u asleep..." damn I was in my thoughts too long "No.. I just was thinking." I quickly said before he sighs and says well I'll  go to sleep too.. "Oh ok, what are you thinking about?" I try to lie but give into the truth before he catches me "I...umm...I was thinking about u daddy.." ...... I know he is satisfied with what I have said. "Mhmm..Daddy will take care of his baby love." I can't help but smile while I think about tomorrow. He will spend the day with me and hopefully give me what I hope for. Or what I don't desire anymore...sex.