'Nothing'....exactly how I'm feeling right now.
Its almost as if I'm the cause of every problem now,I just wanna escape....I'm trying, I really am,but no one ever sees the good.
I try to make everyone happy,but the truth is I'm falling apart...sometimes I swear I'm bipolar. It's hard controlling my thoughts-all for what?...to please everyone else?My parents say I'm fine.My doctors say its just a phase. My friends think I have everything all figured out. My boyfriend says it's all in my head....sometimes I think so too...but the thing is, if any of them were even somewhat right,why do I always feel this way?
Why do I feel like nothing?
I try my best to keep these stuff hidden,but when I can't talk to anyone about these stuff,writing helps....no one cares about my thoughts, dreams,or hopes...as long as I've solved their problem,everything's okay😖.I've learned how to mask my emotions, if that's the best way to put it. I've learned how to love everyone, everything no matter what.....even if I feel like nothing.
YOU ARE READING
The way i see things
RandomNot really like a story story or nothing like that. just wanna let out some stuff I guess