Ferris Wheel

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Simon's POV: Simon followed Cal around everywhere, he had always had an attraction to him but never really said anything, He wasn't sure what he liked most about Cal... He started to daze off in class thinking about it, what were Cal's interests? When did he get his awesome hair, What his favorite color was, This drove Simon mad, he wanted to come out right then and there just so he could confess his love to Cal.

Cal taps on Simons shoulder*

Cal: "Pssstt, Can I borrow a pencil, I left my stuff at home :/"

Simon: "Y-Yeah! um *He franticly looks inside his backpack and out of panic gives him his pencil that he's using* Here! :) *He blushes madly*

Cal: "Thanks" *He wears sort of a confused grin*

Cal's POV: he seemed nervous, Although Cal hated to admit It he has a attraction to Simon, He didn't want to be gay, the fear of his loved ones not accepting him haunted him and he was afraid of what people would say, But he wanted to be with Simon deep down.

(Skip forward to when Simon is outed and asks Cal if he's Blue)

Cal: I'm sorry I'm not blue, D-do you want to-

Simon: No, Its stupid I shouldn't have asked...

Simon POV: it was wishful thinking that Cal could be blue... Although I would have loved if Cal was blue , he's not so I have to get over it.

Cal POV: I wanted so badly to say I was Blue... but I cant lie to him, Not if I want to be with him. Cal had accepted his feeling and his sexuality by now, He wanted more than anything to be with Simon and now that he learned he was gay he figured it was his chance. But blue was still there and Simon still loved blue.

Simon E-mail:

Simon: Please answer blue, I don't want to be alone, every time I think I know who you are I turn out to be wrong, I just want to talk to you again. It doesn't matter if you don't tell me who you are. Please


Love, Simon

(Days go by and Blue never responded)


Simon posts his speech online and hopes blue will answer

At lunch table with Friends

Abby: What's wrong Simon? you seem upset.

Simon: Oh, Nothing..

Leah: That doesn't sound like nothing to me. Is everything all right?

Simon: Besides my entire life changing completely within the last month, The Love of my life ignoring me , And the constant teasing by everyone, Yea IM GREAT!

Bram: That was a bit aggressive.

Simon: sorry guys, just .. I've had a few rough weeks.

Abby: Its okay Simon, We love you for who you are, screw the idiots making fun of you, Your great.

Simon: thanks Abby :].

Leah: Guys I have the perfect idea to get Simon happy again!

Abby: What is it?

Leah: So you know how Simon is talking to that guy online and posted that speech about loving him? What if we do this whole romantic thing were he waits on the Ferris Wheel for him to come and sit and make out with him!

Simon: He wont even talk to me anymore, why would he sit with me :/?

Leah: At least try it!

Simon: fineeeeee, But your setting me up for more heartbreak :[

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