Perfect (Matt Espinosa Fanfic)

Learning to forgive

Matts P.O.V

I woke up on the floor.

I think I passed out after Allie had told me what had happened.

Why was I so STUIPD? I just wanted to die right then and there. If I couldn't have Tori in my life then I didn't want to live.

I got up and walked downstairs quietly. I got to the last step and walked out.

Everyone's eyes all on me. Tori was sitting on the chair cuddled up with a blanket sleeping.

I walked over to Jc and he just handed me a plate with eggs, bacon, and toast on it. The all act like nothing had happened.

I walked over to Tori and picked her up caring her upstairs and putting her on the bed. I cover her up and kissed her on the forehead.

"I'm so sorry Tori." I whispered in her ear.

She opened her eyes. They were all red and puffy from crying a lot.

"Matt, can I ask you one question?" She said trying not to cry.

"Of course" I answered

"Why? Why would you do it?" She said

"I don't even remember doing it. The last thing I remember is taking one last shot and kissing you on the cheek. I'm such a idiot. I don't deserve you. Your too good for a loser like me. I'm so sorry. I know those are only words but I mean them." I told her

"I'm also sorry. I knew you were really drunk that night. I never should have yelled at you the way I did." She said as a tear fell on her face.

"Don't be sorry" I wispered in her ear and kissing her on the cheek.

"I love you so much Matt." She said while kissing me back but this time on the lips.

We began making out and I crawled Into bed with her and started cuddling with her.

"I love you too Tori." I said pulling her close to me and closing my eyes.