Darker than The Colour Black

turning point

Hell if this is not a nightmare then what is today is the day.

Damn it now i am actually wishing if it would have never arrived but hey at the same time i was excited to know my marks.

I was not a religious person nope never was but at time like this i found myself going to church very often its like my feet carries me there every Sunday. I made many deals with god and to be frank i hardly remember any of it but hey blackmail helps right.

Right now i am standing outside of my oh --so-- famous-- school
Kvs on of the best in our country.

Since my childhood my parents have said the same thing

*this is a school everyone dreams of studying but only few gets in*

How did i end up? Is still a secret and yeah i refuse to creck one.

My 10th was the only other time when i was feeling this much pressure on me but that all went downhill.

when i got my report card yeah i passed with 76% still its a hazz how i did but i was in 90 position among the 156 students thats a great achievement beside my other two friends got lesser then me that was something uncalled for

Anyway back to present the remaining 2 years went in a hazz

Oh wait i remember few of the incident that occurred

I met him.... he was everything i ever wanted.or as i thought

We met in Facebook he was the hottest person i ever knew eventually i realised it was not one sidded turned out he had a crush on me too. I was dancing when i got to know that ....

My first boyfriend was when i was in 4th i said him that i liked him. We were together for 3 years and eventually i got bored of him .

Then i met him when i was in 7th he was cool good in academic and handsome too if you would take a point of 7th class girl that is. But this time it was him saying he liked me on my birthday and he gifted me a bracelet. Now that i think of it i don't get it what was good him or the bracelet. Well anyway i broke up with him after 2 years.

And by the time i reached 9th i lost my interest in love i started to hate its concept after how my closest friend was treated i still shiver at the memories

FLASHBACK

we were togather since 1st class and they liked each other i use to joke that they might end up marrying each other.

They were together for like 6 years god can you imagine . But soon things started to change. it was when she entered our life

Desha

Amit was always good to siya my friend we were together since my childhood i trusted them as i trusted my brother but i guess that was my biggest mistake in life.

Disha flirted with him constantly and siya didn't believe me when i tried to warn her she was navii and that hurts me too. She stopped me whenever i tried to say something.

She considered us 4 as the best friend.

Soon amit started to fall for her and reacted to her every comment in the same way.

When siya realised it was too late

. That night everything in our life changed ........ FOREVER ......

it was my birthday party

mom kept it and ofcorse she invited my friends and classmate. Mom was a bit uncomfortable when more boys arrived but she relaxed when amit and alvin arrived . Like us my mom trusted them more then anything. She left us on our own.