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I Don't Belong Here

The place where i come from is very popular,crowdy and beautiful but even it's everyone's favourite place,I don't belong here.
I know that because we don't match at all. Im neither popular nor beautiful and i hate noise.
Me and my best friend Olly,which is dog, live together with my mom,as long as, my parents got divorced. Me and mom moved from New York to Spain,Barcelona which was perfect place for her. She loves sea,thats why she chose Barcelona.
Living in New-York was terrible experience for me. I had no friends there and moreover,everyone hated me. I know that Im weird,strange,odd person but despite trying,i ended up with hating from them. Im clumsy,annoying,emotional child,maybe thats why noone liked me?
I would say that it didn't matter anyway but trust me,moving in Spain wasn't better in any ways. The school was as disappointing as it was in New-York. I just.. dont not feel comfortable around those people. They all only think 'bout themselves and don't even care 'bout you. All they wanna do is fight for themselves and get whatever they want. Im not like that. There is very big difference between me and that society. Maybe,thats why they don't like me. I don't fight anymore. I gave up.
Olly is the only one who i do trust the most. He literally knows my every secret and everytime I tell him my stories,he always listens me. When i am finished,he barks happily and then licks me. I love Him so much. Generally, I prefer animals to humans because animals don't hurt your feelings and they are not selfish. I wish,we,humans, could be like that...
My story is not interesting at all but if u are still reading,we can start!

Hi, Im Adam and i have bipolar disorder. Hahaha, Surprize! Pretty confusing,huh? Yes,yes it's right. I suffer from this disorder and its not easy. I hate pills but everyday i have to drink those disgusting pills which is for my well-being - how my mother says. No one wants to be friend of me or why would they want? I have two side and both of them are horrifying.
Its time to start everything from the very beginning and see how everything was in past,how is it now and how would it be in the future...
Hi,im Adam and im not very sure you want to know what I felt,saw and went through during my life.